The Fuckboy (Jaegan)

Chapter ~13~

Justin's pov:

I park my car in my driveway. I see my mom's car. I go inside and shut the front door. I put my bag down on the floor. My breathing gets shaky and my eyes fill with tears. Didn't I tell myself not to get involved? Yes I did. But he got in my head. He tricked me.

"Justin?" My mom comes out of the kitchen and looks at me.

"Y-yea?" She comes closer to me.

"What's wrong honey?" She asks. I hug her and calm myself down as much as I can.

"Its nothing. I-its stupid." I say pulling away from her.

"Do you want to talk about it?" She asks. I shake my head 'no'.

"Ok. Well, go up to your room and relax okay?"

"Ok." I smile at her a little. She gives me my bag and I go up to my room, shutting the door. I throw my bag beside my bed and sit on my bed. I take my phone out and scroll through Instagram. As I'm liking pictures a text pops up at the top of my screen.

Raegan: I can explain why I did that!

Me: No. I don't want to hear it. You used me, you tricked me.

Raegan: No I really didn't. Justin please.

Me: Raegan it doesn't matter. I'm done

Raegan: I like you too much to give up on you. Listen I'm so sorry, let me come over.

Me: I don't think that's a good idea.

Raegan: Please?

I put my phone down for a second. Is it worth it?

Me: Sure.

Welp. Too late to say no now. I set my phone down again and get up from my bed. I go downstairs and see my mom watching tv.

"Expecting someone?"

"Yea." I say. I sit on the stairs and wait. I'm not exited.

*Knock knock*

I get up and open the door. I let Raegan in and he looks over at my mom.

"Oh who is this?" My mom asks getting up off the couch.

"He's just a friend mom. We'll be upstairs." I say grabbing Rae's hand and bringing him up to my room. I shut my door.

"Now, what do you want?" I ask sitting on my bed. He sits in front of me, his back to the door. His eyes focusing on me.

"Justin I didn't mean any of that. I wasn't using you. I didn't kiss you and tell you I liked you for nothing. I swear. I was just-"

"Faking? You didn't mean it? Don't even try that bullshit with me Raegan. You know what you said hurt me. And the fact that you are trans too is just disgraceful." I cut him off with anger in my voice.

"I know I know! But I really didn't mean it. I promise. I just said that becuase my friends were there. I was just acting in front of them." He explains.

"How do I know you aren't using me? How do I know you aren't just saying all of this to mess with my head. Do you just want to get in my pants?"

"No. No God no. I know you know me, and pretty much the whole school knows me as a player. But I've never felt the way I do with you. When I see you in school, you look so perfect. You are perfect." He says getting closer to me. I look up into his eyes as our bodies are touching.

"I wouldn't be saying all of this to someone I didn't like. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't waste my time being here right now."

I feel my cheeks get warm and I look down, smiling. He lifts my chin so I'm looking into his eyes. He looks at my lips and I don't waist any time. I smile before grabbing his jaw and connecting our soft lips. Our lips move in sync with each other's and I feel butterflies in my stomach. I know he means what he said. The look in his eyes and the way he's kissing me right now is just so, different. This is real.

"Justin?" He pulls away.

"Yes?"

"Will you be my boyfriend?" He asks. Omg....

"Raegan, I-i don't-" I cut myself off and move away from him. He looks so upset and embarrassed.

"I want to, Rae. I really do. You have no idea how long I've waited to even talk to you. I like you so much. But the way you view me at school, it's not going to work out." I tell him.

"Jay please. I'm not ready to tell people yet."

"You don't talk to me at school. And when you do, you pretend to bully me in front of people to keep your reputation. I don't want to be secret. And I don't want to date someone like that."

"So you're saying no?"

"...I guess I am."

He looks down at the floor and plays with his fingers. Next, he turns around and is about to walk out of my room before I stop him by grabbing his hand.

"But, since your not ready to come out yet. When you are, I'll be here." I say.

"You'll wait for me?" He asks.

"I'll wait a million years to date my high school crush." I smile.

He comes back over to me and hugs me. His muscular arms around me, I feel to safe. He lets go of me and pecks my lips before leaving. I fall back on my bed and blush covering my face. He better not take long.

Raegan's pov:

I get back home and get inside. I can't help myself but to feel sad. I got rejected by the first boy I've ever liked. It's sounds funny how I went to dating a lot of girls, every second. To noticing Justin and only wanting him. He's so attractive and sweet. I've been talking to him for only a little while, but I really like him. I need to find a way to come out as soon as possible. I don't want to keep him waiting. Or myself waiting.

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