The Fuckboy (Jaegan)

Chapter ~37~

*Last chapter before sequel. Y'all better read the sequel 😂*
Justin's pov:

Tuesday morning. The day I've been dreading since last week. Everything is packed and we are leaving for the airport in 20 minutes. I'm downstairs with my mom.

"Are you ready?" She asks.

"Well, yeah. I'm sad to leave Madison and James. That's it." I shrug.

"What happened? Between you and Raegan?"

"I-i don't want to talk about it." My eyes tear and my throat stings from trying not to cry.

"Ok. Ok we don't have to talk about it." She says quickly and hugs me. I hug her back so tight like it's my last day living.

"He tried to come over last night."

"He did?"

"Yes. I told him you didn't want to see him. He looked so upset and begged me to let him talk to you, But I didn't. Then he finally left." She says rubbing my back.

"Oh, and he left this." She pulls away and gives me a folded piece of paper.

"I don't want to-"

"Justin. Please. Just read it." She says and walks into the kitchen to give me some privacy. I sit on the stairs and open the piece of paper.

Justin, I know. I know I know! I fucked up so bad and I broke your heart I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking and It just happened. I know that's not an excuse but really, I don't have a good one. I've never loved anyone like I do you and I can't not have one last goodbye to you. I know you don't want to see me and I understand. But please, call me one more time. I need to hear your voice one more time. Please. I know you blocked my number. So here, 203******* please. I love you and I'll never forget you.
       
                -Raegan♡

As I start reading it, I start to cry. I don't kmow what to think. I don't know what to do. I still love him but he hurt me.

I do want to see him in a way. But at the same time I don't. No, I can't. I'll break down and he'll have no choice to comfort me but I don't want to be in his arms. I don't want to be near him. I still can't believe he did that to me. But, the least I can do it call him.

I grab my phone from inside my pocket had go to add contact. I put his number in and press call. Just get it over with! He answers right away.

"Justin?" His voice is very hopefull but he sounds broken at the same time.

"Y-yes." I say into the phone.

"Oh my god." He starts crying I can tell.

"Raegan, I'm leaving soon." I say.

"I know, I just needed to hear your voice. I-i know you hate me and you never want to see me again. But I'll say it again, I love you so much."

"I love you too Raegan." I say slowly. Then it's quiete. My lips quiver and tears roll down my face.

"You do?"

"Yes. Even after what you did I still love you. But you hurt me, You broke me."

"I know I did. And I'm so so sorry. I won't ever be able to live with myself now. Let me see you one last time."

"That's not a good idea." I say.

"Please?"

"No. I'm leaving soon. So this is Goodbye Raegan."

"I love you Justin." But I hang up after he says that. I can't deal with this. It's too much.

Block his number.

Wow, so now it really is goodbye.

"Ready to go Justin?" My mom asks.

"Yes." I nod wipping my tears. She hugs me again before we walk out of the house with our suitcase. We both turn back and look at the house. Then at each other. We get in the car and start driving to the airport.

My mine keeps telling me "see Raegan again. One more time!" But I can't. Doesn't my brain understand that. I physically can't. And to be honest I don't really want to. But I do. Ugh!!

We reach the airport and go inside. We find our gate and sit near where it is. I put my headphones in and lean my head back. This plane needs to hurry.

Raegan's pov:

Go! Go to the airport Raegan! But he doesnt want to see me. But I need to see him. I love him and I fucked up so bad. I need to see him again! Fuck it.

I jump into my car and drive as fast as I can to the airport. I feel like it's taking hours.

Going to be switching pov's a lot rn.

Justin's pov:

"Everyone flying to Miami Florida, you are gate 5. Please head there now." I hear on the intercom of the airport. My mom and I get up and walk towards the gate.

Raegan's pov:

I lock my car door and run inside the airport. I look around. I go as fast as I can around the airport but I don't see him.

"Ma'am, what gate is for the plane leaving for Florida?" I ask the lady at a desk.

"They people are going into the plane now. But Gate 5."

Gate 5! Gate 5!

I run to find gate 5. I see him with his mom walking in.

"Justin?" I yell. I start crying, I don't want him to go. I know he hates me but really? Why him? Why does he have to go.

He hears me and turns around. His mom keeps walking and people are walking around him. I see his eyes gloss over as we stare at each other.

Justin's pov:

He's here? He actually came?

I want to jump in his arms so bad right now. But I don't at all. His perfect face, Even when he cries. No! He hurt me. Be strong Justin.

I stare at him but my brain is now actually making sense. "Go! He's not worth your time anymore." My mind tells me. He's crying. My eyes get watery. Go! Leave for your plane now!

I turn back around and get the plane. I don't want to see him. I'm done. Goodbye Maryland.

Raegan's pov:

He turned around. He's getting on his plane. He's really done. He never wants to see me again. I'm so stupid! Why did I kiss her?! I lost him forever.

I walk out of the airport in tears. I get in my car and hit the steering wheel in frustration making the horn go off. I love you Justin.

Justin's pov:

The plane just took off. I'm ready to start a new life in Florida. I'll always be friends with Madison and James, But I'm hoping to make new friends. I don't think I'm ever going to get over Raegan though.

                         The end

Last chapter. I know it's sad 😂 you all better read the sequel. There better be the same amount of views on the sequel like on this book. The book will be out today but the first chapter most likely tomorrow. Hope you all enjoyed but it ain't over 😁❤❤❤❤❤