The Fuckboy (Jaegan)

Chapter ~18~

Justin's pov:

Every good beginning always has a bad ending. This whole Raegan thing started good and ended bad. You might be asking if this is really the end? For now, Yes.
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I walk myself to my first class alone. A lot of people staring at me. I don't know why. And I don't really care.

"Justin?" It's Raegan's voice. I walk faster, pushing through people.

"Justin please!" He grabs my arm and I turn around to look at him.

"Leave me alone." I say slowly and clearly.

"No. No I can't, Justin-"

"I don't care Raegan. I don't care anymore. This is the price I get for falling for you, a broken heart. I'm not surprised." I yank my arm away from him and walk into class. He stares at me from in the doorway as I sit down. I stare at him and eventually he backs up and walks away. My phone goes off.

203*******- Please, talk to me. I'm so sorry. I don't want to give up on you.

I was confused at first but I realized I blocked Raegan so that's why his name isn't coming up when he texts me. He's sorry? For what? For making me fall for him and then breaking my heart. I don't think so.

~Lunch~

Madison, James, and I walk to lunch together. They make me feel so much better. They make me laugh and forget about what happened. I'm glad I have such best friends like that.

"Oh, guys I just remembered I need to get something from my locker. I'll meet you at lunch." I nod at them.

"Ok."

They walk to lunch while I turn around and go to my locker. I get to it and open it. I take out my sketchbook for art and shut it. I walk back to the lunch room but on my way, I see Raegan talking with someone I see him hang out with a lot. I don't know his name though. He's crying?

"Raegan just talk to him." His friend tells him.

"I-i can't. He won't listen to me. I fucked up. I fucked up so bad and my chances with him are over." He slides down the lockers. My eyes widen at how upset he looks. His friend sits down in front of him.

"Shh don't cry. You just need to think of something."

"What can I do Mike?" So that's his name.

"That's on yourself buddie. I'll see you later." He pats his shoulder and gets up. Rae wipes his face from the tears and stays sitting there. I feel bad in a way. Does he like he that much that he's crying over me? No, I need to he strong. He hurt me.

~End of the day~

I take my time heading to my locker after the dismissal bell. I get to it and open it fast. A piece of paper falls out. I pick it up and open the little folded paper.

I'll do anything to be with you. Please you need to give me another chance. I wasn't using you and I don't not like you. I like you so much Justin. Please, come to my house after school so I can talk to you. If you don't show up, I'll know you're done with me.
-RB

I fold the piece of paper back and stick it in my pocket. I put my books away and close my locker. Again, I squeeze though people to get to the exit of the school. I get into my car and pull out the note again. Should I go? What will he say? Well, only one way to find out.

*Knock Knock*

I stand on his front porch waiting for him to open the door. I already regret this.

The door opens and there he stands. Looking still upset a little happy. Probably because I actually showed up.

"Um, hey." I say looking down.

"Come in." He grabs my hand gently and I walk in. He shuts the door and we walk over to the couch.

"I'm glad you came." He says. I just look at him.

"I'm sorry...Justin."

"Why did you do it?" I ask.

"I- I don't know. I guess I just got caught up with you rejecting me when I asked you out."

"That doesn't mean you can just go kiss another girl when we-" I stop myself.

"When we what?"

"Did we have something Raegan?" I ask.

"Yes. I think we did."

"Me too. But now there's no point. I can't trust you."

"Don't say that."

"I'm serious. How do I know you won't just go and kiss another girl if I give you another chance." I ask. He moves closer to me on the couch and grabs my hand. I look down at our hands and then back up at him.

"Do you really believe that I like you?" He asks.

"I want to. But-"

"Because I do, I promise."

"You keep saying that."

"Because I mean it. I already told you I wouldn't be doing this right now if this was a joke or dare." He says. I look at him and move my hand away from him.

"Its not going to work." I get up.

"Why?" He gets up too.

"I just should have never got involved with you in the beginning."

"What does that mean?"

"I don't need to be in all of this right now Rae. I should go."

"No." He says softly and gets closer to me.

"Please, you need to trust me. You need to believe that I want to come out to school for you Justin."

"Its not a good time Raegan. I need some time."

"I-i- Ok." He stutters. I walk to the door as he watches me.

"Bye justin."

"Bye Rae." I walk out the door and into my car. I drive home and go upstairs to my room.

How I would do anything to be with him. I felt like he changed, but the he kissed a girl when we had something. I feel like I'm being desperate but I really like him. And I really think he likes me. But it can't work right now.

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