Heartbreaker BOOK 2 after irresistible #COMPLETED

Chapter 29- The Truth Will Set You FREE

I stayed over at Natalie's for a week eating ice cream and regretting all my bad decisions as I took a swig out of my vodka bottle and danced around like a crazed idiot. It was stress relieving so why not?

But now it was back to reality as I hugged my best friend good bye and left to go back home, I had exams coming up and it wasn't good for my liver or anyone else if I continued to be a drunken psycho. I had to face the music contemplating on how to tell Daniel or if things were just better left unsaid. I knew the guilt would eat me up so I'd eventually tell him, but when?

I sucked up the guilt and decided I would be grown up about everything. I had made a mistake but it wasn't like we had been dating, it was in a drunken state and it didn't mean anything. I got on the coach and sat down pulling my ear phones in and zoned out.

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I had arrived finally getting out of the coach and began walking towards my apartment. I was nervous but I had gone through everything I would tell him, however the decision on Damien and Daniel still confused me. I needed to speak to Damien before I made any more decisions. I wanted to hear what he had to say for himself, his irrational decision to bring Katie to the dinner. Why?

Why was he doing everything? I decided I would be confronting them both with different subjects. I wouldn't be the cry baby I would be the mature fun lady I sort myself out to be. I would enjoy my life and live in the moment, be crazy and classy, I know the combination didn't match. I realize I was so absorbed in boy drama I didn't realize being away from them all would be such a relief, even if it was just for a week.

I opened the door to my apartment taking a deep breath as i dropped my back pack to the ground. This was it, I wasn't going to run away from my problems anymore. I was going to face them.

"Hey", Daniel said walking out of the kitchen his face wide eyed and shocked to see me.

Well... I didn't realize I was going to face them straight away. I seriously wanted to run away from my problems, however, that would be contradicting myself and I needed to pull myself together.

"Hey you", I replied back trying to sound confident as though seeing him after a while didn't make me want to break down and cry. I wasn't a baby, I repeatedly said to myself. I wasn't weak.

"How have you been?" He sounded awkward not really knowing what to say so was trying to make small talk.

"I'm fine" I said bluntly before taking a deep breath trying to relax myself.

"What about you?" I continued.

"I've been better", he replied truthfully sighing as he combed through his brilliant blonde hair.

"I'm sorry I've made it hard on you. I'm trying to make things right... But there's something you need to know", I said pausing my heart racing dramatically as I pulled up the courage to tell the truth.

"What is it?" He asked raising an eyebrow in question.

"Before making things right I need to tell you what I've done wrong", I said.

I took a deep breath staring at him guiltily in the eyes and heard myself speaking and spilling out the truth and the betrayal I had committed.

"I slept with someone", I blurted out.

His blue eyes widened in shock and pure hurt but then they suddenly somehow darkened in a cloudy blue full of anger and rage. He clenched his jaw in anger gritting his teeth before exhaling out.

"Get out", his voice demanded in pure bitterness and disgust. My stomach dropped at those words and for the first time in my life I was scared of him, the way his eyes changed from innocent concerned Daniel then suddenly a dangerous stranger capable of anything.

I stood there feet glued to the floor for some reason I couldn't bring myself to move, "I'm sorry I just needed to let you know", my voice trembled as I spoke.

"I said get out you stupid fucking slut", he growled at me. I was taken aback by the comment but shook it away, I deserved this I said to myself. I deserved all of this.

"You do realize you're kicking me out of my own apartment", I said it was funny really, ridiculous even. Out of everything I could say I stated the obvious.

This time his eyes gleamed brighter somehow, crazed submerged in anger he stepped forward shoving me backwards. I yelled out in surprise as I was pushed back nearly losing my balance and then his hard hands were on my arm dragging me out as I screamed out in pain. This wasn't the Daniel I knew, this wasn't him.

I was shoved out into the cold and my back pack thrown out with me. I stood in a silent shock as the door was slammed in-front of me making me jump.

Did I really just get kicked out of my own house?

I picked my back pack up slowly confused as to what to do next.

The truth would set me free?

No actually the truth got me kicked out my fucking apartment.