the other day, my idiot little sister used some nasty strong perfume to make the bathroom smell better. she used four full squirts, and it drove mom insane. she started to act like dad when he's annoyed- throwing things that got in the walkways and super easy to upset. most of my family got a headache, either from sinuses or mom.
i was talking to her about how i'd raise money for a school trip, and she kept telling me that i could sell cookies or something to my friends for a dollar, and i kept telling her that i wouldnt. i refuse to sell anything to my friends. i will not bring money into anything unless it is absolutely necessary for some weird reason. she wasnt listening, and kept telling me that i need to fundraise, and that includes asking my friends and family for money. I get extremely uncomfortable on the topic of money, with anyone, because my mom lost a friend of 13 years because her friend was richer and was in a tough spot and blamed it all on mom because she convinced herself that mom was just friends for money. mom cant apologize, because she was told never to contact her again.
whenever either of my parents get upset, annoyed, or scared, i immediately go on edge.
there was a time when mom nearly got into a car accident with me and my sisters were in the car and they didnt even pay attention. mom's nerves were shot, and my fuse got cut in half. i yelled at my sisters for not realizing that we could have died, and they brushed it off.
i have no idea what this emotion is, but i dont like it. i wish i could ignore it.
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Im depressed, srry
Randomdont read if youre prone to grammatical errors, depression, the like. if anyone wants me to mark this as mature i will, but the only thing to be wary of is sad thoughts i was gonna put humor for the genre, to be ironic, but i dont want someone who's...
