im hungry but not
i cant see straight most of the time
i slept for 12 hours
i hate my thoughts
they don't make sense
i might fall over if i stand up
somethings wrong
i feel cold
like my blood has left my body
but warm
because im wearing warm clothes
my stomach hurts
my legs want to give out
what's going on?
i can't get comfortable
i feel like
idk
sad
no
tired
but I slept so much?
my arms don't want to move
i don't want to move
I'm so tired
but I can't sleep
i feel like clawing at my neck because i feel choked by the collar of my sweater
i feel strange
what's going on?
i feel dizzy
and too warm
and cold
and angry
but too exhausted to be angry
and shaky
and weak
but weak's not the right word
or is it?
i feel tired
i haven't been eating much
is that why?
i feel fake and angry and confused and lost
and i want to seep into the floor
so i don't fall towards the sky
why are my arms so shaky?
i want food
but i don't know what kind
and if it isn't that food
then i don't want it
im not hungry
i don't think i am
am i?
why is my hand shaking so much?
like little tremors
barely noticeable
but i notice
my legs won't stop moving either
like im cold
but i feel warm
like I'll choke on nothing
if I try to breathe
I'm tired
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Im depressed, srry
Randomdont read if youre prone to grammatical errors, depression, the like. if anyone wants me to mark this as mature i will, but the only thing to be wary of is sad thoughts i was gonna put humor for the genre, to be ironic, but i dont want someone who's...
