there will be times that i completely break down, over thinking little off-hand comments people make
"a third serving already?"
"she'd probably say she's obese."
"are you done eating already?"
"did you get enough to eat?"
and other things i dont exactly want to say. (no name calling. only person who calls me names is me. just comments about my appearance)
i overthink to the point where im not even thinking, just choking and sputtering.
then that little voice in the back of my head says im just faking it for attention, and either it gets worse for a long time and stops, or i go numb and it stops sooner.as i fall asleep out of exhaustion, its almost like the voice is saying "see?"
i think it might be right
but i don't know how to stop
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Im depressed, srry
Randomdont read if youre prone to grammatical errors, depression, the like. if anyone wants me to mark this as mature i will, but the only thing to be wary of is sad thoughts i was gonna put humor for the genre, to be ironic, but i dont want someone who's...
