there's a string on my hoodie
all i would have to do is pull
there are candies on my dresser
all i have to do is choke
they all hate me
my parents
my siblings
my friends
ha! even my dogs wish they could tear me to pieces
it would be so easy to just sink
all the way
down
to the honey, and suffocate
abandon my stupid bubble
and let it all go
no more stress from teachers
no more worrying if I am good enough
no more wondering what every single person thinks of me
no more ugly
no more fat
no more gross
no more lazy
no more being not enough
people at school wouldn't miss my fat lazy pink self walking in their way
they wouldn't even notice
they might even be glad
they'd pity my family
but they wouldn't actually care
they'd eventually forget
I'm not much to remeber.
I'm a weirdo
I'm a freak
I'm the person everyone knows is a nuisance
a jerk
that I'm wrong
im always wrong
so they just have to tolerate me
i wish i could shut my big ugly mouth
i wish i could hide in the back of the class and be forgotten
but something won't let me
it's probably my ego
i don't want to eat
i can't wait to move out so i don't have to eat
i can just snack on little things like carrots or strawberries
at least i won't spend all my money on food.
I'm so fat and gross
and inconsistent
it's so annoying
and probably as annoying as this rant
I'm sorry for wasting your time
you don't have to feel sorry or responsible for me, you don't know me and ig nothing really matters anyway.
I'm tired.
YOU ARE READING
Im depressed, srry
Randomdont read if youre prone to grammatical errors, depression, the like. if anyone wants me to mark this as mature i will, but the only thing to be wary of is sad thoughts i was gonna put humor for the genre, to be ironic, but i dont want someone who's...
