My desperate boyfriend

Part 20: Parents meets his 'driver'

Palabas na kami ng ospital. Inabot sakin ni Matthew ang susi ng kotse niya.

We went to the parking area. Pinatunog ko ang kotse. I even opened the car door for him. (special daw eh) Then he hopped in and I went to the driver's seat.

Pagkaupo ko dun, hinawakan niya ang kamay ko.

O_____O <-- ganyan reaction ko.

I froze.

Ewan, pero simula nung marealize ko ang feelings ko para sa kanya, I felt a bit awkward with him. Pero di ko yun  pinapahalata. Lagi naman niyang hinahawakan kamay ko, hinahalikan pa nga niya ako eh. Pero iba na ngayon, my feelings are starting to evolve.

I even felt some crickets in my stomach. Same feeling I had for Luke and Archie before. Familiar feels. Kaya ngayon, Im extra careful of my words and actions. Di gaya sa mga ex ko na padalos dalos ako because I thought that they were the one. But obviously the weren't. Tsaka I want to observe my feelings for Matthew pa. Baka crush lang to. Or infatuation. Or confused feelings and whatsoever. Ayoko lang magmadali. Galing kaya ko sa break up, duuuuh

I just don't wanna rush on things that aren't in their right time yet. I believe na dadating din ang panahon para saamin ni Matthew. And if not, at least I didn't push hard my feels for him.. Kaya di ako masasaktan.

For now, I'm inside my comfortzone because I'm really tired and scared of getting hurt again. Di ko na ata kakayanin pag nasaktan pa ulit ako.. And not with Matthew, who've been my temporary rebound.

I'm at least kinda happy that if it wasn't because of him, I wouldn't feel differently happy again.

Okay back to the scenario!

"What?" I asked him while he was holding my hand.

He sweet smiled, "Don't forget your seatbelt, aright?"

I smiled a bit then nodded. Pero bago ko pa ilagay ang seatbelt ko, inabot ko muna ang seatbelt nya. He kissed my cheeks nung natapat ito sa mukha nya habang inaabot ko ang seatbelt nya. Di ko nalang pinansin. Then I put on my belt as well, then I started the engine.

"Uhh Matt.. I don't know your address." I looked at him.

"Sa Horizon Heights." He smiled with his dimples.. As always! Kaya naman lumalakas ang heartbeat ko.. Lol kainis ung dimples nya, super charming at perf na perf sa mukha niya.

Tumango lang ako then we drove off.

Tinuro nya ang paliko liko sa Horizon Heights papunta sa bahay nila.

Nang sa wakas ay nasa tapat na kami ng bahay niya, "Come with me." Aniya.

"Huh? Why?"

"I want you to meet my parents." He winked

Stop that please! Kundi tatanggalin ko yang mata mo!! Arghh I have my urges Matt.. At talagang nakakaseduce yung.. Yung.. Dimples mo, with your messy hair lalo na yung pagkindat mo.. At-- Yung pilay mo. Hahahaha!

"Wag na! Di mo naman ako girlfriend eh." Sabi ko.

"So?" Pinagtaasan niya ko ng kilay, "Bawal ko bang ipakilala ang driver ko sa kanila?? They should check if you're harmless or not as a driver" Nagsmirk ang walangya.

"Tse!! Bwisit ka talaga!" Bumaba na ako sa kotse at naghihintay ng tricycle para makalabas na ko sa napakalapad na village na to.

Bigla din naman siyang bumaba at hinabol ako.

"Deb uy! Eto naman!" Sabi niya habang hawak ang braso ko kasi pinigilan nya ko sa paglalakad.

"Ipapakilala mo ko as driver eh!!" Sinigawan ko sya.