Death has always been a struggle for Lola. The idea of having die seemed so terrifying and final. Despite believing in God, she always thinks of the what ifs.
What if there isn't a God? Am I just another meaningless animal that will die eventually?
What if life is the only thing there is?
She didn't want to die. Lola was so scared of the unknown. The only thing she ever wanted was to live in peace, without all these questions nagging the back of her head.
What would it feel like? A black abyss? Sleeping? Would you just not be there?
Or would I wake up in Heaven with my father smiling back at me?
When will I die? Will it hurt? Or will my heart just stop beating and I ignorantly fall hoping I will be caught by some other being?
Even though she desperately tried to think of anything else, the same thoughts kept racing as she sunk farther down the cold and indifferent ocean.
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Drowning ✔
Nouvelles❝The thought of death made her plunge under.❞ ▬▬▬▬▬ Cover by: justapriincess #1 in Awareness 08/05/19 © XxQueen-_-MiaxX
