4/18/18
it's been two weeks since the loss in the finals. the third years have retired, and the new first string has been made. but Nori is upset about the loss. he's hung up and hasn't been the same. i've tried on multiple accounts to talk to him, but he answers with short and curt words, ending the conversation quickly. it sucked, because i loved our conversations. but now that he doesn't talk anymore, my life has gotten boring. he's my boyfriend, but he just doesn't seem up to talking to anyone.
and today i'm going to change that. i'm going to force him to talk to me, to express his feelings so he might go back to normal. so he can stop sulking about it. seriously, what kind of boyfriend ignores his girlfriend?
so after dinner, i made my way to his dorm. he had left earlier than anyone else, and i took my time eating my meal. i shared a few laughs with everyone else, but now it was time to get serious. i knocked three times on the door, before a slight pause and knocked two more times. it had been our code to know it was each other at the door. i found myself smiling a little at the memory of us making it up, but it wavered a bit when he opened the door. he looked utterly tired, dark circles under his eyes. his eyes looked empty as he moved so i could come in. he closed the door, and walked over to sit on the edge of his bed. i sat beside him, looking at the floor. "Nori, everyone is worried about you. you haven't been the same since the loss," i start. "and before you say it, it's not your fault. it's no ones fault. stop blaming yourself and go back to being the Nori i love!"
"(y/n), it is my fault. if i had pitched better, we could have won! i can't get it to stop replaying over and over again in my head." he whispered. my smile dropped, and i turned and squeezed him into a hug.
"it's okay, Nori. it's fine. you're not at fault. stop thinking like that. it's not true," i cooed into his ear as we held onto each other. i felt a couple drops on my neck, but didn't say anything as he sniffed, gripping the back of my shirt tighter. i'm sure his knuckles turned white from how hard he was holding onto me. but i didn't care. if he got my shirt dirty, i wouldn't mind. "i won't stop loving you because you lost a game. forever is a long time, but i wouldn't mind spending it by your side."
he lifted his head, and gave me a weak smile. "thank you, (y/n). i love you."
i buried my head in his chest, and i just knew he smiled at my actions. "you're very welcome, Nori. i love you too."
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word count; 502
started; 4/18/18
finished; 4/21/18
lightly edited
published; 4/21/18
short and bittersweet. i hope you enjoyed this oneshot. i liked writing it, so if you did it's a win—win.
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