sequel the previous Haruichi angst :)
i'm sorry but i forgot who requested this one :( i still hope you enjoy it
third person limited following Haruichi
he had been avoiding her for some time now. it was starting to stress him out, to be completely honest. his performance in baseball has gone down a bit; his batting was off and his throws as second basemen weren't as sharp as before.
Ryōsuke had come to him privately two days after her confession and told him the two were going out. he had said he wanted Haruichi to be the first one to know, and it killed the younger Kominato.
he wanted to be selfish and tell his brother that he saw her first and that he loved her first and that he loved her more. but this was his brother. he wanted Ryōsuke to be happy, and he wanted (y/n) to be happy. and if that meant that those two dated, so be it.
although that didn't make it hurt any less.
he saw both more often than he'd wish for. he saw (y/n) every day in class and he saw his brother every day during practice and meals and small team get togethers (often at Miyuki's dorm). the two were almost never apart and it made Haruichi's heart twist painfully in his chest.
his heart broke into more teensy-tiny pieces every time he saw them hold hands or look at each other with such love he could only dream of.
Haruichi wanted - even though this may sound horrible and disgusting - for them to break up. isn't that normal, though? you want your crush to break up with their current partner to date you. don't a lot of people think that?
well, Haruichi did and he hated himself for it. it vowed to himself that he'd be happy for them. but it wasn't going all that well.
he wanted nothing more than to tell (y/n) how he felt and to have her return the feelings. and try as he might, it won't be like that.
not now, and perhaps not ever.
not all love stories are happy, you know.
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word count; 364
unedited
holy it's been a while. i swear i meant to get this up earlier but i got distracted and every time i went to write this inspiration just didn't come and i kept pushing it off. and even this is shitty.
i'm so sorry for the wait. although it is currently right before exams. yesterday and today i had to write EQAO and i want to say i studied for it, but i really didn't. does it count if i helped my friend study for it?
and exams are on monday, so i'll be studying as much as i can this weekend and such, so i won't be as active. although i will take frequent breaks, i most likely won't be writing for a bit until maybe friday, which is the day after my last exam.
i hope you guys aren't mad at me for another angst with our dear Haruichi. i just started writing and this popped out.
requests are open, even if i won't get to them for about a week. i have the next two chapters laid out, but i have nothing for them yet. please excuse the wait for the next chapter :)
i'll see you guys soon,
goodbye!
EDIT;;; WOW I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT BUT THANKS SO MUCH FOR 11K!!!! I FEEL LIKE I WAS JUST THANKING YOU FOR 10K!!! LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL MY READERS!!!!!! <<<333333333
