Crucify Me

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Note: You are at the epilogue of Crucify Me. Yehey! Thank you for reading this story up until here. So far, this is the most liberating story I've ever written. No holds barred. Sorry sa sensitive topic. I know that you are a very open-minded person kasi umabot ka rito. I don't promote anything bad. I'm into diplomacy. This just a form of art. An expression.

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"Crucify Me."

Matagal niya nang binubulong sa akin iyon. And the reason why he wants to kill his own with the help me was that ibang tao ang papatayin niya kapag walang pumatay sa kanya. Someone who's important on him should kill him. At ako 'yun. He can't kill his own self! Pointing a gun towards his head, attempting to suicide and making people punish him or his body is his form of self destruction. Yet, he cannot do it!

"Bakit palagi mo na lang akong sinasabihan ng mga bagay na magpapalayo ng loob ko sa'yo? Bakit parang palaging tinutulak mo ako palayo sa'yo? Ano bang problema?"

"I am the problem."

"Hindi ko maintindihan."

"See, I love you but I'm just too dangerous for you."

"Bakit nga?"

"I used drugs to control my flashbacking, my manipulative trickery, my eccentric sex behavior, my hallucinations, my obsessive compulsive disorder. I hate my self because I'm a product of inbreeding and I do self destruct a lot of times. A preist raped me when I became an orphan. I was sexually abused by the media mogul who adopted me when started hitting puberty leading me to become a masochist on my self. I almost killed my half brother and many other people. I am hungry of power and money. Just like my Dad, I pay politicians on their campaigns and hire smart accountants to reduce my tax returns. I'm a gambler. I do all the evil doings for the sake of power, money, ownership, name it. Now, do you still want me?"

"Wala akong pake, Ed."

"You don't know me."

"Kaya nga ipaalam mo sa akin ang mga bagay na hindi ko alam. Hindi 'yung tipong basta-basta mo na lang ako bibigyan ng mga dahilan ng rason para guluhin ang isip ko."

"Alright. Know me more."

Edison has two faces. The rainy season side and the summer season side.

Ang summer season side niya ay ang side niyang walang ibang kayang gawin kundi ang ngumiti, ang maging bubbly, at ang maging positibo. And this usually happens from March to May. His rainy season side is his most dangerous side. Sa side ng personality niya na ito, wala siyang ibang kayang gawin kundi ang maging obsessed sa pagbabasa, sa pagpaparami ng kanyang pera at sa pagmamanipula ng mga tao sa paligid niya. He needs to read books about money and power so that he will have a guide. He needs the cash so he can perform the game. At kapag nagawa niya na iyon, when he can make those people suffer, he will feel an extreme pleasure out of it that can even lead him to orgasm. Once he's done with the game, aayusin niya ang mga taong pinaglaruan niya at pag-tatagpuin ulit sa dulo. And the reason why he's doing it was because of his past. The preist who rape him, the media mogul who used his body for pleasure, his manipulative dad, his mom who's obsessed with anything that shines, lahat ng iyon ay nagsama-sama at naging trauma sa kanya. Hindi siya nakapaghiganti sa mga taong ginawa siyang biktima kaya sa iba niya ginagawa ang paghihiganti niya.