KittyHazelnut is Weird

*stress*

Have a Loki gif so at least there's one plus side to this and then I'm gonna rant

So I hurt my ankle a few months (?) ago and I've just kinda tried got ignore it and hope the lil brace I got would fix it but I went to the doctor's today for the first time in about a month because it hasn't gotten any better and after 7 hours of dance on Saturday, it really just feels like shit and he told me I have to stop dancing for at least four weeks which conveniently brings me right to recital and he wants me to skip recital and it's bad enough that I can't dance 5 days a week like I usually do but I'll be damned if I'm skipping my dance recital for the first time in 13 goddamn years too so I had my mom contact the dance people and ask if I can just sit out and watch my classes that we're working on the dances during and hopefully I can do recital in June and they said they'd get back to me later today once they've spoken to the teachers about it and gotten their input and it's been a butt ton of hours since then and they haven't called back and I'm really stressing out because I really don't want to miss recital and obviously I'd still want to go and see how my dances turned out and see my friends again but I really want to dance in the recital too especially because I have four or five dances in every show (four in both Saturday shows and five in both Sunday shows) so I finally have a busy recital day and I wouldn't have to just chill and do nothing forever like I've done in the past when I had one or two dances in a show and especially now when I really don't have many things to look forward to that I'm genuinely interested in and with SPN's season finale tonight which means I don't have anything to look forward to weekly, I really just want to have my dance recital to look forward to and the fact that I might not just fucking sucks and I'm sorry for ranting but dance kinda is my life and I don't want it taken away from me because my body decided to be a dick okay have another Loki gif for making it this far into today's episode of "Kitty's Life Sucks"