KittyHazelnut is Weird

"If you need someone to talk to..."

So I had my first day of work yesterday, and it was mostly organizing the store and unloading the new shipment and I learned how to use the register and it was pretty fun because I love organizing stuff (and before taxes I made $36 yesterday) so I'm doing pretty good in life

I bought a leather jacket originally marked at $89.50 for $18 because everything in the store is 60% to 70% off and I get a 30% off employee discount so fuck yee m8

I went to Dunkin Donuts three times yesterday

But y'all probably only care about Flower Guy

We went to class together again because we're both going from the library to the same room so it would be rude if I just ditched him.

We got to class and he sat on his side of the room with his friends and I sat on mine (alone because my other friends sit elsewhere) and he ended up moving next to me before class started which was cool cuz I got to talk to him and stress about having to present and stuff and we cracked some jokes during other people's presentations

I presented last and I sat down and I was literally shaking (not as much as usual thankfully) and at first I thought he didn't notice it but a minute or so later he's like "Are you okay" and I awkwardly had to explain that I get shaky when I present and that it'll go away soon and a few minutes later I was still really tense and I was shaking and I kept cracking my knuckles one finger at a time just because the repetitive action kinda calms me down and I need something to do with my hands when I'm nervous and I noticed out of the corner of my eye that he was looking at me and he offered me something to hold on to and that was cool of him (even if I turned it down because if rather crack my knuckles)

So not a whole lot happened that's noteworthy (mostly just a few jokes) but he definitely knew I was kinda freaking out after I presented because he said (at different times): "Do you need something to hold on to?" "Are you going to be okay?" and "I'm here if you need someone to talk to" and I'm just like yes this bitch gets it

So we chatted until school was about to end and he had to go get his stuff and then my other friend came over and she high key ships us and has some day one. She's the one that told me after the flower incident that he asked her for my social media. I've told her that I'm not interested in a relationship and that I'm not into guys (or girls) (or non-binary peeps but I don't mention that because she's definitely not a political correct person) but I haven't said it's a legit sexuality (mostly because idek if it is like bitch I don't fucking know my life) but she still thinks we're cute (even if she's not pushing a relationship on us)

Well apparently she was thinking about that yesterday and she ended up dumping her boyfriend because she decided she feels the same way and that she's doing better now that she's single but I just feel really bad because I love her ex boyfriend (who's also in our class) (and probably only talks to me because I'm friends with his gf which means when he comes back to school he probably won't talk to me) because she dumped him over text and it's pretty much my fault and I'm glad she's feeling better about herself but I'm not so happy it's at the expense of the other guy so that's my current predicament