KittyHazelnut is Weird

Fuck everything

So all of our dance placements are in rn, and I wasn't expecting to move up in anything, but I literally moved down a team. I was supposed to be on the senior ballet team this year, but then only me and one other girl from the team actually took the class, so we merged with the teen team, which was one team below us. Now some of the people from the teen team have moved up to senior (and it's well deserved) but I'm now on teen team? They never move people to lower teams but they just did and idk why. And now all the people I was finally becoming friends with are no longer in my classes which sucks because I'm way too awkward to make new friends, and I can't help but think the reason they're keeping me where I am now (or lower than where I am now) is because they're upset that I haven't been to dance in about a month because I hurt my ankle but I don't know how I hurt my ankle so to them it probably looks like I'm faking it so they think I'm not as serious about this as I am and now I'm stuck doing another stupid jazz dance and a different dance by the person who choreographed the jazz piece we had this year and everyone hated and I'm sorry for ranting but I'm just really upset and I've been having a bad week already and I just hate my life