KittyHazelnut is Weird

I want to know The Tea

So dance starts today which means you get the chance to suffer through my dance rant

Idk if y'all remember bc  I haven't been complaining about it in a while but I broke my foot a month and a half ago and I finally got the okay to walk on it on Wednesday and was told to stay in the boot for two week unless I decide I can walk after one week but I haven't really been wearing it because it hurts my ankle (probably because my ankle's weak because I haven't used it at all in six weeks rip) and literally I was standing for my 7 hour shift yesterday (one hour of breaks tho fvck yeah) and I got home and I was like I am never standing up again and it wasn't much better this morning but it's okayish now) so I'm gonna just kinda try to function like a normal person but I'm pretty sure I won't make it through a full jazz class today so oof

Okay now for the tea that I don't have

My studio got a few new teachers this year and one of them is teaching a second ballet program for people who don't want to take the og ballet program that was required until this year so the new one is apparently just the basics or something and it's taught by someone other than the usual head of the ballet department and not only did a lot of people switch to it, but some of the best dancers at the studio did which really surprised me but anyway less than a week before dance started up my ballet teacher resigned and she teaches a million classes that they have to find a new teacher for and now I want to know why so many people decided not to take her class bc my mom says there's apparently been a lot of drama but she doesn't actually know any of the drama and I am Confused

But after she resigned I dropped the ballet team and I switched into the easier (?) ballet class because apparently a lot of teachers at the studio don't like me and I didn't want to get stuck in more classes with a new teacher who also decides they don't like me than I have to. Now idk if I bitched about it yet but I probably did because I had a whole mental breakdown when placements came out because I was basically moved down a level in ballet probably because I keep getting hurt and missing classes (like my ankle hurts during every ballet class and my leg still hurts from my car crash in April so that was a lot oops) and I was one of two seniors in my ballet class before I dropped which sounds bad as it is but if you see some of the girls who moved up past my level it's even worse so basically the studio decided I suck except plot twist apparently not because the best dancer at my studio (who I'm gonna call JC bc May will know who that is) is apparently in my class and idk who else it but my mom says it's pretty much the group of really good dancers and I am Scared

Moving on I kinda downgraded myself in my other classes because the level I'd usually be in and was in last year was with the teachers who don't like me so I decided to stick with my friends in the lower levels in jazz because it's taught by my hip hop teacher and I love her and the lower level contemporary was supposed to be taught by my ballet teacher and I kinda liked her classes but mostly I like my group of friends and now it's a new teacher taking over so idk what's gonna happen there and hip hop obviously I wasn't gonna move up in and I wouldn't have it any other way

And then there's my solo and duo which I think we should have finished over the summer but obviously I broke myself so I've had one (1) class for my solo (we're 50ish seconds in tho so that's not bad) and we haven't even talked about my duo so that's less good but hopefully we'll have them done and presentable by the first competition on February 

Even better than that tho is that none of the teachers who said I was rude are teaching any classes at all this year and honestly if my foot doesn't give out this is already shaping up to be a great year