KittyHazelnut is Weird

Ughhhhhh

So I had about 120 notifications this morning and I looked at one and it was the chapter I published last night and I went through all the new comments on that and it was probably like 10 and then I went back to my notifications and EVERY SINGLE NOTIFICATION IS FUCKING GONE WTF WATTPAD I THOUGHT YOU WERE DONE DOING THAT and I was gonna go through them to kill time before I updated again cuz it didn't really dawn on me until yesterday that even if I publish at a reasonable morning time here it's still like 6:00 am in California (and all the other states in that time zone but I always associate that time zone with California alone and idk why) (that was so not relevant to what I'm talking about but I'm too lazy to delete it) and now I can't go through them :(

Also I think I'm going to dance tonight, and, with the exception of ballet dress rehearsal and my recital in June, it will be the first time I've been to dance since May because I was out for my ankle and it's still not really better so idk how tonight's gonna go but I have to go because I need to make sure I can survive a ballet class because if I can't I can't dance this year (and I'm really hoping that's not the case but if my ankle's as bad as it was last year, I can't do ballet, and if I can't do ballet, I can't do team, and then I'll just have hip hop (but probably two hip hop classes and something else because I need three classes to do the hip hop team but my classes would be really limited if I don't do ballet) and this is getting really off track but basically I'm just kinda scared that I won't be able to really dance this year

Also my vacation's basically over because tonight I have ballet and tomorrow I get to lie on the couch and write fanfics all day but then Saturday I'm at dance for a few hours to learn our whole hip hop dance and then Sunday and Monday I'm at dance for a few hours each day to learn both the team dances (which is why I have to do ballet tonight cuz I want to make sure I can do the teams before I learn the dance so they don't have to immediately choreograph me out of it if I can't) and including driving time it's probably like 16 hours over the three days (I idrk I forget how long each one lasts) so sure I'm probably gonna be really sore but that's okay because I'll be able to use the "Everything hurts and I'm dying" line from Standing Together and I feel like that makes it worth it and then I'll have Tuesday to lie on the couch and write as much fan fiction as possible to stock up on new chapters before school starts on Wednesday because when school starts I may not have much time to write depending on how chill my teachers are and whether or not they let me on my iPod