KittyHazelnut is Weird

The tea is too hot and it's overwhelming

the title's totally an exaggeration but whatever

for the record I'm on the computer and i have no idea if im spacing this out right because two spaces seems like way too much but whatever ill do it just in case

So my friend H from dance has a thing for my friend N, so she asked N to her prom, and apparently he's completely oblivious that she likes him because she told me that they were texting last night and he had his own school dance and he wanted to ask a girl to dance but he didn't even know her name and H was not happy

But wait, there's more. This other girl is actually A, a freshman on my dance team, and I'm sure he doesn't think two years is a big age gap but I've known dance with her since elementary school and she still seems like a 7th grader to me so the fact that N wanted to dance with her seems much weirder to me than it should

but anyway yeah H wants to get with N and idk how to feel about that but like as long as they either don't break up or break up and stay friends it's not too bad, right?

in other news, I found a link to a site that has SPN season 14 if y'all haven't seen it yet. DM me and I'll send the link to you next time i'm on my computer (so probs tomorrow morning bc I was supposed to go on a college tour tomorrow my mom hurt her hip and she doesn't want to walk around on it so I won't have my lab report for chem done in time cuz I was gonna do it tomorrow and now I think I'm skipping school to do it anyway so fuck yeah I finally have a day mostly off which is a first for me

And update on dance: we had a comp this weekend and did pretty good. My mom talked to C about me wanting to drop team (see last post for details) and C apparently said that she saw something like that coming (?) (maybe just bc she knew I wouldn't take the fact that my teachers think I'm rude well idk it's kinda concerning) and that she wanted to meet outside of the studio to keep it away from the studio owner and if you knew her you'd understand but we were trying to find a time to do it and C finally said Monday over the phone and then apparently A2's mom is in a hospital a few states away for reasons and that's been taking up the studio's time i guess idk but it will have been a week as of tomorrow that we were supposed to talk, I've literally spoken to C three or four times since then in passing, and I've seen her even more, and I've heard nothing.

But on the bright side, I finally got new foundation that actually matches my skin tone and I don't look like donald trump anymore, thank god, and I got new false eyelashes that don't make it look like my eyes are closed at all times, so if you saw my insta story (not the one with the weird face and TS countdown) you already know but I almost look like a real person at comp now! 

Also after comp I went to Panera with H, N, their parents, and my mom, and it was awesome and I love them all.

Also also I had prom last night and I don't have any pics on my computer but it was a lot of fun and they played lots of shitty trap music and that one dumbass "country" song that's actually just another shitty trap song and they played that one Drake song that everyone seemed to love for no reason whatsoever bc it sounds like every other song he has but whatever I'm not bitter

BUT THEY PLAYED BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY EVEN THOUGH THE DJ TOLD ME LAST YEAR THAT THEY WOULDNT PLAY IT BC PEOPLE WOULDN'T LIKE IT WELL HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW THAT THE ENTIRE JUNIOR CLASS WAS SINGING ALONG HUH MR DJ

okay yeah I may be a little bitter about that

so I spent part of prom listening to one friend complain about her crush ditching her, her other friend, and that friend's friend, and the bigger part of prom listening to another friend talk about how she wanted to go talk to her ex gf but she wasn't sure how and that she wanted to go flirt with the girl taking pics for the yearbook and she did both in theory but not really like she complimented camera girl's outfit and then she complimented her ex's dress and idk what happened with camera girl but her ex said a really quick "oh thanks i like yours too" before walking away really fast and in theory she was looking for her brother to drive them home but i feel like she might not have wanted to talk to my friend and obviously my friend is completely oblivious and I can't tell her that so my friend asked if she should text her ex and say something like "I wanted to ask where you got the dress but you looked like you were in a rush" or something and i was like uhhhhh sureeee yeah you do that because I don't want to say that her ex definitely won't want to get back together bc I can't know for sure and I don't want to make my friend sad but like I'm pretty sure it's not happening 

Also TAYLOR SWIFT IS DOING SOMETHING ON APRIL 26 AND WE ASSUME IT MEANS NEW MUSIC AND THAT PROBABLY MEANS ALBUM COVER AND ALBUM NAME AND POSSIBLY A MUSIC VIDEO AND ITS GONNA BE AWESOME AND I CANT WAIT but I also can't talk about it irl bc my friends are literally about to throw hands with me bc I always talk about things I love and they're getting sick of it so I'm just not gonna mention it and I'll just talk about it online instead

Also spoilers for the new episode bc why not put my entire life in one update right

I feel like everyone was very out of character and idk why exactly but it felt wrong. But Mark P was obviously killing it as Hallucifer as always and I totally forgot how much I love Hallucifer so fuck yeah! And as much as I don't like the idea of Jack possibly/probably going dark side, I love that he has Hallucifer by his side as he does. I feel like it has a lot of promise for the rest of the season. I just know the finale isn't going to be pretty. And I was starting to get over not liking Mary so of course they killed her off because they always kill characters off right when I start to like them