Royal Blood | JJK ✓

21: Starving

To be starving and scared was an understatement. Your stomach was feeling empty, mouth and lips dry while hoping the licking of your tongue could help relieve it as you laid unmoving on your bed and reminisced on the night Zero had lost his anger and killed a whole bar full of people. For the second time, he had you locked up in your room and made you starve.

But then again, what was new?

You wondered how Hani had handled the sudden news of you being unable to leave your room. She probably took it better than you being that there was no way she could let the cat out of the box. Zero would figure your friendship out if Hani had acted up.

And so far he still hadn't barged into your room like the hotheaded demon he was.

It was ironic. He was an ice demon yet hotheaded like someone who controlled fire. Why couldn't he just kept his cool? That would make more sense.

"Ugh, who the heck cares?" You groaned to yourself while looking up at the ceiling of your room.

An idea suddenly walked into your mind and you're suddenly wondering how in the world had Jungkook been able to sit on the ceiling upside down without falling down?

You decided to try it. After all, there was nothing else better to do.

You were hungry and bored.

You sat up, eyes stuck to the ceiling as you tried to figure out a way to first reach the ceiling. You attempted to jump your way up.

Legs set in position, you began to jump, only to fail and give up just three tries later.

This isn't going to work.

You crossed your arms together against your chest and worked your eyes around the room to try and figure out another way you could reach the ceiling.

I need to figure out how to stay on the ceiling, first.

But how the heck were you supposed to do that when you had no idea about vampires other than the fact that they fed from humans and were stronger and faster with better ears?

You groaned once more and gave out an exasperated sigh, plopping your butt right back onto the bed before throwing your body down backwards, legs and arms sprawled around while staring back up at the ceiling.

You have no idea, but I miss you, you admitted silently to yourself, hoping that somehow that message would get across Jungkook's mind.

I miss you even if you're probably happy now that I'm gone, even when you'll only give me glares, or call me an idiot, and hate me for being your bond mate. But it's not just you that I miss, you darn, stupid, bunny boy, I miss the others too.

I miss Jimin's warm hugs and that sweet toothy smile he'd always give me.

I miss Taehyung's playfulness and his ability to assure me that I'm still loved by people when I doubt them.

I miss Hoseok's kindness and his willingness to be patient with me even as I continue to show my vulnerability.

I miss Namjoon's strict but welcoming manners and just the fact that he's there to help out everyone.

I even miss Yoongi's arrogant and cold nature whenever he's around, scolding me for being stupid.

I miss Jin's parental aura and gosh, his cooking. I miss his food so freaking bad!

You licked your lips at the thought of having Jin's food once again and whined, knowing you were going to starve for probably a few days more.

Looking back on everything, they really were a bunch of normal people who lived with each other like an actual family and you miss that side to them the most, when they'd joke around and you'd join in, throwing in dumb nicknames in exchange for them calling you something besides Y/N.