The Girl With Scars | A Michael Clifford Fan Fiction✅

Chapter 30

Katie's POV.

I miss Mikey and the others. I decided to stay in England because I need to catch up with school work. I've heard some rumours have spread about 5SOS, but I think that's complete crap. And anyway, I'm going to see the band in about a week, so yeah.

It's raining, and I hear a knock at the door. I go and open to reveal a sad-looking, wet Mikey.
"Hi." I say.
"Hi." he says, glumly.
"Come inside, you'll catch a cold if you stay outside all day." I say, trying to lighten the mood. Mikey comes in with no compliant. I know something's wrong.
"Where's Ash and the others?" I ask Mikey, after he's taken off his coat and I make him a coffee. He takes a sip of it, then speaks.
"We argued."
"Doesn't every band?"
"But this argument was a big arse one, I mean, it was a massive argument." He then explains about the radio interviews, and how Niall said stuff about how the band were using the fans to make money, and some hurtful stuff that he apparently said about the rest of the band.
"So now I'm all alone. Got no one that loves me, except you."
"Oh, don't say that Mikey. I'll always love you, no matter what." I'm about to hug him when my phone bleeps. It's Twitter. What now? I open up my phone and go to the app. This is what it says: "Michael Clifford Cheats On Girlfriend With Married Radio Presenter." There's a picture of Mikey hugging a woman, who looks like if she's in her twenties.
"WHAT THE HELL, MICHAEL?!" I scream at him. My mum comes into my bedroom.
"What's wrong, darling?" she asks concerned. I point to my phone, still open on the Twitter app.
"GET OUT, YOU LYING, CHEATING IDIOT! THIS IS OVER!" I shout at Mikey. He looks hurt, well I don't care. He cheated on ME! I'm only 15. How could he? He gets up, puts on his coat, and walks out the bedroom door. I follow him.
"I'm sorry." he whispers, before he opens the front door, and walks out of my life forever. I run into my room, rip all my posters, disposing of anything to do with 5SOS. Then I collapse onto my bed, and sob for hours till I fall asleep.

Mikey's POV.

I'm such an idiot. I'm such a stupid idiot. How could I have gone to Katie straight after the band have broken up? I continue to walk in the poring rain, my coat is wet. Who cares? I shiver. I'm suddenly reminded of the last song on our album, "Amnesia." It perfectly describes my situation. I arrive at the train station, to get a train to the airport. I'm going to home, to Australia. I take out my iPhone, plug in my headphones, get the music app open and start to play "Amnesia".

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all