Sinful Identity

#33

Alliyah 'Alli' Audrie Toress

It's been hours, at wala pa rin si Nathan. Halos lumamig na ang pagkaing niluto ko para sakanya.

I'm hungry.. And I want to eat with him

*door's open*

Automatic na kumunot ang noo ko nang marinig ko ang pagbukas at pagsara ng pinto.

"Why are you late?" I asked... Habang binabalik ko ulit ang pagkaayos ng mga plato sa mesa.

He did'nt respond. Nakatalikod ako sakanya, kaya hindi ko makita ang ekpresyon ng mukha nya.

"It's late. Tara na't kuma--"  hindi ko na naituloy ang sasabihin ko, dahil niyakap ako ni Nathan mula sa likod.

I'm about to smile--but... it turns into surprise. His smell, it's not him. His perfume is too strong, while Nathan's is simple yet addicting. So I immediately depart on his arm!

And I am right. He's not him.

"What are you doing here?!" I shouted.

"I miss you, and I want you"

I walk backward "Go home! Or else I will tell Mom and Dad about this!"

He laughed like a devil "Go on! Tell them-- As if they will believe you!"

"Leave me alone. Please!" I covered my face using my hand. I'm scared.

Nathan..please go home!

He forcely lean me on the wall, then grab my hands upward. He's too strong and I can't fight back. I tried to kick his.. But he blocked it using his another hand.

He kissed me, touched me..

All I can do is to cry and scream. Hoping that Nathan, will save me.

Then my phone rang.

Ubos lakas kong tinulak sya at tumakbo papunta kung nasaan ang cellphone ko. Kaso kahit anong bilis ng takbo ko, naunahan nya pa rin ako.

He took my cellphone and looked at who is calling. "Oh. It's your fiance."

Kahit papaano nabuhayan ako ng pag-asa. Siguro pauwi na sya.

"Go home! When my husband saw you here, I am sure he will beat you!"

"Then we will make it quick" he said then threw my cellphone on the floor.

He pushed me in the sofa. Torn my clothes then he do whatever he wants.
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Nagising na lang ako ng naramdaman kong may bumuhat saakin. Balot ang aking katawan gamit ang kumot.

Minulat ko ng kaunti ang aking mata para masiguradong si Nathan nga ang bumubuhat saakin. At hindi naman ako nagkamali.

I wrap my arms around his nape. At sumiksik sa leeg nya.

"Hey." Aniya ko.

"Hey" pagbalik nya.

"Bakit ngayon ka lang?"

Hindi sya sumagot. Hanggang sa makapunta kami sa kwarto nya. Umalis sya saglit at may inabot saakin. His super big t-shirt and his boxer.

"Wear this. Baka sipunin ka"

Tinanggal ko ang pagkakabalot sa katawan ko at nag-simulang magbihis. Hindi ko maiwasang ngumiti nang tumalikod si Nathan at kakamut-kamot pa sa batok.