When there's only me and you - Tyrus

Buffy - Chapter nineteen

I hung out with Justin all weekend he was heading home on Monday but he was actually a pretty nice guy he was a huge jokester and he could play a wicked game of ball

"Do you play on your school's team?" he asked me as we sat to catch are breath

"Yes, I normally play defence I want to play offence but I came to the school later then the rest" I expected he simply nodded

"I remember you were pretty good in middle school" he recalled surprising me

"You went to the same middle school," I asked he looked over and laughed slightly

"Yeah, I've been Tj friend for a long time I wasn't on the middle school team because they picked you instead Tj couched me every night that year," Justin told me, "it was the same year he met Cy,"

"He was a jerk to me when we met"I looked away how could I say that to his best friend

"He was a jerk than his dad and being closeted you were easy for him to get at that's not an excuse for his actions it's just the truth of the events " Justin nodded the sun was setting on the day so we couldn't play much more but he was leaving early tomorrow morning

"I'm not mad about it anymore I feel like since Cyrus likes him even if we aren't really friends I still can't hate him," I shook my head brushing a strand of hair back

"I really don't know what happened but I don't think that he's mad with you anymore or not as much as he was, he seem to forgive more then most," Justin shrugs

"His parents are therapists they probably make him" I joked he threw his head back in laughter he had this laugh that made me blush every time

"Fair enough" he said once he had regained his air "you knew Marty right," he asked smiling

"I haven't heard that name in a while" I smiled looking at Justin

"I hadn't heard of Your for a while till you wander back into town," he defended

"That's fair but yeah I knew Marty not all that well but I knew him" I knew him for a short period of time but I knew him

"He has spoken of you or someone named Buffy" Justin told me

"How do you know him," I asked I had never seen Justin interact with Marty

"My mother's third husbands child from another woman, I only knew him for a short while the marriage did not last long," he joked

"Why not?" I thought maybe I was prying into his home life but he gave me an answer anyways

"My mother is extremely bad with commitment and she picks fights for no reason and gives up when things get too hard he was trying to provide a stable home to me and his son, he tried to get her off smoking and get her into stable work but she just couldn't do it," he explained "it's why my dad wants me to move down hear but I graduates in two years I might as well stay there," he rolled his eyes

"That's too bad, I like living here I mean, I miss my friends but" I nodded I pulled my hair into a pony and lay down on the grass the stars where out know so we watched the stars above he took my hand in his, raising a blush on my cheeks, he had this perfect side view that made him look at peace,

we just stayed like that for what felt like seconds but we only got up hearing yells from Justin's dad he didn't like that Justian would leave when the sun came up and only come back in when the sun sets or he yells, I think its because his father knows that Justin would rather be where he was raised.

"I hate him, really him and my stupid stepmom and her daughter," Justin huffed looking at the door,

"you can't hate your father," I tell him placing my hand on his shoulder,

"yeah I can I dont hate alot of people, but that man he has torn my life apart kept me from staying with my friends," he looks back at me, as a move closer as he turns back to me he places his hand on my jaw I dont brush him away because I want him to kiss me,

but i dont want to kiss him first because if he rejects me, well its gonna hurt,

he leans in kissing my lips softly I hadnt been kissed before and I really didnt know how to but he kiss me carefully then pulled away looking into my eyes but I felt the adremlany rush through my vains, as I put my hands on the back of his neck kissing him again, pulling away resting my forehead on his,

"hi," He grinned,

"hello," I smiled biting my lip then pulled away as his dad yelled again, he waved his phone at me witch ment he would text me as I head back to my house, as I get up to my room i here my phone buzz

Justin

hey,

hey, you were my first kiss,

You where my first real kiss,

what does that even mean,

I've kissed people in spin the bottle but it means basically nothing

my heart flutterd for him, he was saying that I meant something to him. I MEANT something to him no one had ever said not to me anyways,

We texted for a couple hours then I fell asleep my heart still buzzing I think this was the first guy I actually liked,