When there's only me and you - Tyrus

TJ - twenty-nine

"come out get out of bed," amber pulls the covers away from my cold body I don't think I've left my bed in two days,

"How did you get in here," I try to grab the blanket back,

"I've know you since we where babys you forget your keys constantly and keep a spare under the porch in the back yard," amber dropped the two door keys on my chest as she sat down on the bed.

"It's times like this I wish I could smoke," I sigh I haven't not in three years I think,

"No, you know how hard it was to quit," her response is half hearted because I know she missed it to sometime,

"I did say I was gonna," I turn away and she lays down next to me her arm brushed my back as she stairs up at the ceiling.

"I know you TJ, the last time you and Cyrus fought you turned back to it,"

"We broke up amie," I let out a sob as she curled around me comforting me in a hug as tears started falling from my eyes again.

"Teej I'm sorry," she whispered,

"I'm going to kill Justin," I look at my phone before amber reaches over and grab it.

"No, your not, I'll tell you what I'm gonna delete his number," she picks it up and walks away and I curl up under the blanket once again

Amber

That phone hasn't been turned on in days there is almost one hundred messages and twenty phone calls some from Justin a couple from me and a couple from Andi. I just delete all of them I clear Justin andi and Buffy's numbers I leave most of the other team mates alone and for a second I see Cyrus number,

I dont touch it,

That's not my place to do so.

When I get back in the room Tjs asleep again, so I shake him awake once again,

"I deleted your messages, get up where going out," I drop the phone on his chest,

"Am~" he starts But I'm already in the hallway

"Nope get dressed," I yell and check my own phone as TJ mom waking up next to me.

"Is he alright," she asks,

"He will be, Thank for letting me take him for a fresh start in New York," I smile as she turns away, I feel bad but TJ needs this.

"Alright amber where are we going," he huffs his hair is messy and he's got super dark bags under his eyes so I give me sweetest smile

"The big Apple," I toy but he always sees through my act

"Really," he looks at me dead in the eyes and I give a small nod.

"Yeah we have a plane in six hours," I explain handing him a plane ticket

"I need to pack some stuff," he turns around but I follow him

"Grab a change of clothes your cellphone and its charger that's all your gonna need, well replace everything else." I signed sittinfvon his bed as he packs up some other things pictures of his family, and a small box.

Then he pulls out his phone

TJ
I don't really know what I'm expecting when I tap on Cyrus contact

Hey, so I just wanted to say I was leaving for New York in a couple hours, so this is a goodbye I guess, because I have to move on, I do sincerely hope that you find happiness,
- Love Thomas James Kippen

I don't want him to reply, or for him to come find me, I honestly don't want him to read the text but I feel the need to send it.

"TJ have you got everything," amber asks then I spot her suitcase under the window, her shoes are kicked off and she's laying on my bed.

"Yeah I think so," I turn then I see it,

"You can just get your mom to ship it to you if you need it that badly," her words jumble in my head as I look at the box marked, CYRUS STUFF and I grab my phone once more

Ps you can come get your stuff from my room any time the spare key will stay under the porch.

"Teej if you keep texting him I'm gonna take your phone," she scoffs her plastic pink nails grab my phone from my hands I snatch in back quickly but she cross her arms and started into my soal

"It's a good bye plus he needs his stuff back so I just informed him it would be in my room." I hit her head with my phone then pick up my backpack, "so tell me about the city that never sleeps," and her whole face lights up as she starts on about the city and as she talks I stop listening as we get in her rented car,

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Guys I'm making my self cry to apparently I like to suffer,