*Your POV*
Does he really still like me? No. I can't think about that. I need to focus on my decision about the surgery. I may survive, but there's a likely chance I may not. I could just not do it and I know I will die, and I can't afford that. I have so much to live for, I don't care how cheesy that sounds.
I'm going to do it.
I call for the doctor and tell him that I'm doing the surgery. He smiles, telling me I've made a good decision. I shrugged, how good can this be?
•Matt's POV•
I still can't believe the doctor friggin kicked me out. The fuck? Can't I just see the love of my life before something happens to her? She's not mine yet though, I have to keep reminding myself of this. I drive back to the hotel, angrily. Carter waits for me at the door. He sees me pull up and walks over. "Yo man where did you..." I hold my hand up, "Zip it Carter." He looks shocked, honestly I can't believe I said that to my best friend either. I keep walking though, right past the lobby, past my friends, who are trying to talk to me and into the elevator where I wait to head to my hotel room.
I walk in and just collapse. I begin to cry. I miss her, I miss Cam, I hate not being able to see them. I hate that she isn't mine, I hate the way I just treated my friends...I hate everything. I pull myself onto the bed where I curl up and just cry myself to sleep.
•Nash's POV•
Why did I try to kiss her? I don't know...that was crazy. Yet, I'm disappointed...wait, I knew she was going to refuse, why am I upset? I don't know, but I need to talk to someone. I think about this as I drive...then I realize I have Matt to talk to. I can't believe I'm going to talk to him about this, but I don't have really anyone else...Cameron was always the one I went to, but I can't talk to him about this. I rack my brain trying to figure out what room number Matt is. 205, I think. I head into the hotel and bring the elevator up to floor 5. I find the room and the door cracked open.
I walk in and see Matt laying down on the bed. "Matt?" I call quietly. He doesn't move. I walk over to him and check his face, yep, he's sleeping. I don't want to wake him up, so I begin to leave when he stirs. "Huh what?" He mumbles as he runs his eyes and sits up. "Hey Matt, bro." I say quietly. He spins around and see me, then yawns, "Oh hey Nash." He then groans as he stretches. I stare at the floor, how the hell do you start this? "Can I talk to you...about something?" I mumble. Matt looks at me, "Uhm, sure?" I sit down on the chair in the hotel room and look at him.
"It's about Jordan." Matt's face immediately darkens. "Sure." He says stiffly. "I miss her." I say to him, and he looks at the ground. "Okay." He says quietly. "And I want her back." I continue and he puts his hands on his lap and trains his eyes on them. I look at him, why isn't he helping me? Then it hits me, he loves Jordan. I keep talking, "It never would have happened if I wasn't such a dick to you, I'm really sorry Matt." He sighs, "Okay." Is all he says. Okay? That's how he fucking accepts an apology? I start to get angry. "You know what, this isn't helping." I say infuriated, as I get up and walk over to the door. Matt tries to stop me, "No Nash wait! I'm so-" "Zip it." I say sharply and he looks taken aback. I have never said that to him before, and I immediately feel guilty, but I can't let it show. "I thought this would help." I say, "But you know, my best friend doesn't even want to listen, much less accept my fucking apology!" I march out the door without another word from either of us.
*Matt's POV*
I can't believe Nash flipped out on me. Granted, I was a bit distracted...but when he said it was about Jordan, I couldn't talk about her, or listen to him talk about her. I'm trying to forget her. I end up thinking about Jessica, why I went for her. I think it was because I needed someone to distract me from Jordan. I needed someone besides her. Well Jessica was a flop to say the least. She fucking stranded me in Florida. I need to calm down, I tell myself. I roll my eyes and try to go back to sleep.
*Your POV*
"Okay, we are ready for you surgery now." The doctor tells me and I nod. "It's going to be okay babe. I promise." Cameron whispers as they wheel me into the surgery room or whatever it's called. They stick something in my arm and I blink once, twice, and everything goes black.
*Cameron's POV*
They told me she was going in, and I wanted to see her, but it isn't allowed. I sigh as I sit back in my hospital bed and wait for her surgery to end.
They give me stuff to do here, but it's stupid. I basically just sit on my phone and do more following sprees and update about my life, since a few of my fans know about what happened. I respond to a few DMs and VMs and go and revine some stuff and then I am out of stuff to do. I barely have any games on my phone, so I go back to just sitting and staring at the ceiling.
I wonder how she's doing. I hope she's going to be alright...
A/N: I KNOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN 8 YEARS AND I AM SO SORRY THIS SUCKS BUT I AM TRYING SO HARD TO GET YOU GUYS A CHAPTER! I know this is boring but I have a lot more in store if I can just find the time.......
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Magcon Boys
FanficJordan Dale, dates Nash Grier. You are the one every girl wishes to be. When Nash leaves for Magcon, he takes you with him. You get to know the boys better and have so many great experiences with them. Matthew Espinosa and Cameron Dallas step into t...