love within distance

*Nick's POV*

its been a little over a year since I've seen or heard from Kristen and I still think about her constantly. I've tried getting over her but I just can't move on I don't know why....its been a year....A FREAKING YEAR FOR CHRIST SAKE !!! but I still love her...I compare every girl to her but no one can even come close to being as amazing as her. I've tried dating girls, hooking up with girls and I've tried partying hell i even moved out of state to get a fresh start it hurt to be at my house and remember all the times kristy and i had i had to get out of there so i moved to texas with my dad to get her out of my thoughts but it didnt work...I miss her and I need to find her but how. "you alright bro" my buddy Ryan asks me "huh? yeah bro I'm good" I tell him brushing it off. "bullshit...you thinkin about her again aren't you?" he asks me with a sad look on his face. I nod my head yeah. "it's getting worse bro...I had another dream about her last night" I confess to him. I told Ryan about Kristen a little after we met, we got into talking about her after he noticed my ways with girls and how I'd leave them for the stupidest things and then he asked me if I ever loved a girl and then I told him about my first and so far only love, I told him about Kristy then he pointed out that I'm rejecting other girls cus I'm not over her and so the smallest things give me the excuse to end it with them. then it all made since...I still love Kristen and it makes me upset to know I may never get into contact with her again. I hate to think that I'll never talk or see the girl I'm so madly in love with again. sure she's probably happy and has a boyfriend now but if I knew that she was doing okay I'd be happy and I think I could move on in my life but its the not knowing that is killing me. "damn dude I'm sorry. I thought that Cathy girl was helping but I guess not" he says to me. I know he feels bad he tries to help me out and introduce me to girls but in all honesty it just makes it worse. "its fine bro I just wish I could come in contact with her again somehow" I explain to him. he then looks at me excited. like he just thought of something "oh dude I don't know how we didn't think of it before... look her up bro" he tells me. I'm confused and he sees that and starts laughing "Facebook bro" he explains. oh my god that genus. I instantly take out my phone and go on facebook to search her name "Kristen Greene" I say while typing it into my phone. oh my god this is her wow she looks great....even more beautiful then the last time I seen her "damn bro, now I know why you haven't moved on yet...she's fuckin HOT!" he tells me. I felt anger all of a sudden...she's my girl and he needs to back off "don't call her that bro she's my girl" I tell him seriously. "right sorry" he apologizes. I click on the send friend request button in hopes she hasn't forgot about me and remembers who I am and excepts. "now we wait" Ryan says.

ohh the wait.....