love within distance

chapter 27: just hold me

(at nicks' apartment)

after shooting my mom a quick text to let her know where I was and that I won't be home till sometime tomorrow knowing she wouldn't mind. She trust nick and I, she also really loves nick and thinks he's very respectful and she's not wrong he is really respectful. As I wait to hear back from my her I decided to put away nicks laundry seeing as it was still out and needed to be put away...I'm such a good girlfriend "hey babe would you be okay by yourself while I go take a quick shower" nick asks. "can I join?" I ask teasingly "I need one too" I inform him giving him a wink and giggling a little. "you don't know how much I'd enjoy that" he says with a big grin on his face "but considering everything that has happened today tonight might not be the best of nights to try and do stuff" he adds in all seriousness. I sigh knowing he's one hundred percent right "I agree" I tell him as I go back to folding his clothes. he sneaks up behind me snaking his arms around my waist and kissing me on my head I stop at what i was doing and turn to face him, still in his arms I bring my hands to his shoulders and lace my fingers together around his neck. looking up at him with a sadden face...."soon?.." I question. knowing he'll understand what I'm asking. a small smile plays on his face "very" he informs me before quickly kissing me on the lips. I smile.... "soon...I can wait" I think to myself.......I really want him I've wanted him for awhile and by want him I mean I want ALL of him and here lately my teenage hormones have been going crazy ! its been really hard not to jump his bones every chance I get and I've notice its even harder for him to control himself but lately its been extremely  hard but we've both done good at keeping our control and knowing when to stop but I know it'll happen soon he just wants it to be "perfect" when it does happen considering it'll be my first time and all dont get me wrong I find that really sweet but in a way also kinda annoying my first time won't be perfect it'll be painful! But it is what it is it'll Happen whenever and however i guess... *bzzzzzzzzzz bzzz* my phone starts to vibrate from my back pocket informing me i got a text. Knowing its from my mom i swiftly take it out and read it
Madre: okay sweetheart i love you have fun...but not too much fun..i'm trusting you and Nick ! Love you both see you tomorrow.

Me: no worries there momma :) we love you too !!

And with that i put my phone away and finish nicks laundry
( 10 minutes later )

"Hey baby i'm out" nicks voice booms in as the bedroom door swings open. "I notice" i tell him as i turn around, looking up at where he is standing my eyes widen at the sight in front of me looking up and down at my man in nothing but a towel around his bottom half with water dripping slowly down his abs my mouth drops. Suddenly  realizing i'm gawking over my boyfriend i close my mouth instantly licking my lips and turning away...."HOLY HOTNESS !!" I think to myself...my thoughts turning dirty i cough slightly trying to ignore the images going through my head right now. Feeling like i'm being watched i turn my head slowly to see a smirking nick eying me "like what you see?" he asks snorting a bit. I bite my bottom lip "hell yeah i do...very much so" my inner thoughts say but i just stand there silently "shut up" i finally spit out rolling my eyes. I don't know if i was telling nick that or if i was telling my thoughts that either way it works "thank you for putting away my laundry princess you didn't have to do that i would have gotten around to it sooner or later" nick says walking up behind me. We both laugh "you're welcome" i say turning to kiss him on the lips realizing i'm kissing my boyfriend when he's in nothing but a towel i go to take a step back from the kiss but end up tripping on my own damn feet only me i swear...so clumsy! Nick instantly goes to grab me and catch me but i end up pulling him down with me and we fall onto the bed well i fall onto the bed nick falls on top of me our eyes widen seeing the possession we just ended up in my hormones get the best of me at this point and i smile while grabbing nicks face and crashing our lips together my legs wrap around nick and nicks hands find their way under my clothes he start trailing his hand all over my bare body with my shirt rising up and me begging for more through the kiss i bite his lip and he groans in satisfaction the sound of that makes me smirk and want more but all of a sudden nick jumps up a little taken back by his actions i sit up and look at him confused...i thought we were enjoying ourselves i mean i definitely was and by the looks of it he was too seeing as i turned him on..his "friend" was now up and ready to play if you know what i mean.Trying not to stare at it i focus on nick he looked as if he was losts in his own thoughts but quickly coming to his senses he coughs a little breaking the awkward silence that filled the air "didn't you say you needed a shower?....maybe now's a good time to go take one there's a towel already in there for you if you need help turning the water on let me know" he informs me quickly before walking out of his bedroom "damn...what the heck just happened there" i say out loud to myself confused. Not gonna lie i feel a little hurt he just shut me down like that and then shut me out leaving me to think about it all...kinda stuck in my thoughts i decide to just brush it off and go take a shower.