My Scientific Love (PUBLISHED BOOK UNDER HOWLING WOLF'S)

MSL #39

Survivor

"Where are my babies?"

"NICU," Janus answered.

"I want to see them."

"You've been sleeping for three days, Camael." I don't remember much of the next three days, but eventually, I began to recover.

After that, I was allowed to see all my babies. Caldrin entered carrying my first baby. Raya was holding my second baby, and Williana was carrying my third.

"Where's my fourth?"

"Still in the incubator, fighting for her life," Caldrin said, his head bowed.

"I want to see her."

"Later, Camael."

"Is she alive?"

"Yes," Caldrin assured me.

I felt a huge relief. When they brought my babies to me, I couldn't help but smile. All the pain I had endured was worth it. I was finally with my babies. The ones who caused me so much pain now became my greatest joy.

"Have you thought of names?"

"Yes." I looked at my first baby. I immediately noticed his prominent nose. He must have inherited it from Simon. His eyelashes were slightly long, like mine.

"Ronan... Ronan Archimedes Wise Montrearde." I caressed his cheeks. Then I looked at my second child.

Just like the first, he was so handsome.

"Evanthine Alhazen Wise Montrearde." I kissed his cheeks. I wanted to pinch his cheeks, but I couldn't. It wasn't allowed.

"And my Camaeron Nicolo Wise Montrearde." Camaeron combines both Simon and me. I looked at Caldrin.

"Beautiful names, huh? Just like their mother." I smiled weakly. I couldn't stop staring at my children.

They were the result of our unconditional love.

"Time for their milk." I raised my eyebrow.

I want my babies to taste my milk first.

"They'll go to me. I can do breastfeeding."

"Boys out!" Williana shouted. I just smiled.

"What?"

"Why?"

"Well, if Simon were here—" Rylea teased.

"Yeah, man! I can hear Simon's voice. Let's go!"

They all left together. I first handed them over to Williana and Rylea. Evanthine and Camaeron were in my arms while I was breastfeeding Ronan.

"Where did you get their names?" Rylea asked.

"Simon and I planned them. We chose names of scientists and psychologists."

"No wonder they sound familiar. Well, your babies are so handsome, even as infants."

I smiled. Who else would they take after but their handsome father, Simon Montrearde? If only he were here, he'd be overjoyed.

"Hot names! I bet many girls will be crying over these boys." I looked at my babies. I don't want them to be like those guys who hurt others. I don't want them to cause pain to anyone.

"Let them try. I'll sue them even though they're my boys."

I struggled not to cry because I missed Simon so much. I wanted him to see our babies. I wanted him here while I cared for them, to imagine us as a happy family.