Deadly Love

Pregnant and Fearless

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I woke up to a banging on my door. I groan and throw off the blankets that shield the cold from my body. I stumble over to the banging and open the door. It was Grace and she had a worried and scared look on her face.

"Can I help you?" I ask still half asleep. She rushes in and shuts the door behind her.

"Yea sure, come on in" I laugh. She gives me a death stare then sits on my bed.

"This isn't funny, i really need to talk to you" She says. I nod and sit next to her.

"Ok so whats up?" I ask pulling my knees up to my chest. She takes a deep breath in and lets it out.

"Bre is pregnant" She says after a while. I look at her taking the information in.

"But she can't be pregnant, thats to much danger for the baby and her" i say. She nods the runs her fingers through her hair.

"But that's not the worse part. Ok you can't tell anyone, but the dad is from another gang" she whispers the last part. I stand up and look at her.

"What? She a trader!" I yell. Grace stands up and hushes me.

"I know, but what are we going to do? We can't kill her because she is having a baby, and we can't kick her out because she will be homeless" she says sitting back down on the bed. I stand there and think for a minute.

"We send her to the other gang house, she opened her legs to them, they can open their doors for her" I say walking over to my dresser, grabbing a sundress out. I strip of my PJs and put the dress on.

"Yea that will work, but we have to tell Boss and I really don't want to be the one that has to do it" she says playing with her fingers.

"I'll do it" i say with a shrug. She looks up at and lets out a small laugh.

"That's why they call you fearless" she says. I give her a weird look.

"What?" i say with a laugh. She stands up and walks over to me.

"The other gangs out there and out on the street call you fearless, it's a nickname and you should be proud" she says before walking out of the room. I laugh at her and all the other people calling me 'Fearless'. Like really what kind of nickname is that? oh well, if people stay away from me, I'm good.

I put on my flats and walk out of my room. I shut the door and walk down the hall. When I past Jason's room, his door opens up and he steps out, his body bumping into mine.

"Sorry" i say as I continue walking down the hall, but my wrist are lightly grabbed and I was pulled back. I looked up at Jason and pull my wrist away.

"So i heard you got a new room" he says leaning up against the wall.

"Yep the one at the end on the right, look can i go because I have some business to take care of" I say walking off my Jason runs around me, standing in front of me.

"Have you thought about giving me another chance?" he ask with hope in his eyes. I sighs and look at the ground. I want nothing more then to be with him, but he hurt me and I can't trust him.

"I know you Jason, when I take you back, your going to go right back to cheating, and thats why I have someone else that treats me like gold, and will never hurt me" I say, hurt rushes over his face and anger in his eyes. I don't have a boyfriend, but he doesn't need to know that.

"I was that best thing that ever happened to you, you'll never find someone that treated you like I did!" Jason say yelling in my face. I step closer to him, not afraid, because you know I'm fearless, wow that was cheesy and this isn't the time.