Art Done By Guillermo
I opened the door to my apartment. It held the same feeling as it always did; but yet something seemed different. Closing the door behind me; the rain still hit the roof as the clouds showed no sign of lighting up either. But I didn't care. Something felt different. Placing a hand on my chest, I breathed in and out again and again at a slow rate.
That Feeling
That... warm... Feeling
Closing my eyes, I went over what happened again in my head. Then again. Then again. Over and over the scene played out as if it was like a TV show. As if I had finally found something, something worth something to me. Something which made me... Alive. Again and again the scene played out. I took in every part of his looks which I pictured in my head; the warm smile he wore and the feeling it gave me. The thought made my heart beat faster and faster as my breathing quickened. It wasn't enough just imagining; I needed something more. Something I could hold in my own hands. Anything.
I walked through the small hall and straight into the living room as I sat down at the laptop, throwing my bag down next to me.
He wore the boys uniform. So he had to attend the same school as me.
As I looked up the school name and logged on; I started scrolling through the male students trying to find the image of him. About halfway down, there he was. My heart once again stopped as I saw his face, just how I remembered it. Black Hair. Silver white eyes. Glasses. And his smile. I clicked on his picture as his profile popped up.
Legal Last Name: Cooper
Legal First Name: George
Legal Middle Name: Sebastian
Year: Second Year
Gender: Male
Birthdate: August 14
"George Sebastian Cooper."
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"...Georgy..."
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"...my georgy..."
My heart started to beat again as I stared at the picture. He was so handsome and charming in every way. It felt as if I had been filled up with something wonderful; after many years of being empty I finally felt something. Something sweet and warm. Something I wanted to hold close to me and protect until the day I die. Something I won't treat like they did.
...Like They Did...
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...No. Never.
I copied the information and saved it into a new file as well as the photo of him, then I printed out the photo and took it into my room as I pinned it to my corkboard, right in the centre as I took a step back. It was too empty, I needed more. But I would have till wait till tomorrow to get more photo's. But it still needed something... Then I remembered. I rushed back into the living room as I picked up my school back and rushed back into my bedroom; pulling out some red string, pins and my scissors. As I snipped the sting I made sure every single piece was the right length before pinning them all up so it formed a red string heart around the photo. Standing up I admired my work; It was perfect just like he was. Then I noticed something sticking out of my bag. Placing a hand in, I pulled out the body doll skin I had been working on in class today. It was almost finished. Continuing to stare; I studied it very closely taking in all of its edges and shapes. Even if it just looked like two pieces of cloth stitched together with a tiny hole. Then my attention drew back to the photo as I stared helplessly into his eyes. Even if it was just a photo.
It made me feel warm.
Then an idea came to me, as I looked back at the stitched cloth in my hands. I knew what I was going to make this into. He'd be so small and cute in my hands and I would never let go of him no matter what or who got in the way. But it needed to match just as how perfect he was; in every way. Else it'd never work out. A smile grew across my face as I stepped back and fell onto my bed holding the cloth up high in my hands; my smile forever staying.
"Yes. I'll do that." I stated then pulling it in and hugging it close to my chest.
"You'll be perfect just like my love."
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"Love" I muttered under my breath.
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"Yes. I did love him. This is what it feels like. A warm desire to hold someone close to you and never let them go; no matter what the case."
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"Love"
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"I never want to loose him."
I giggled.
Georgy... You'll be my one true love...
Forever and always.
(Sorry for the shorter chapter. But I try to make these between 800 words to 1000 or over.)
(Thank you so much for reading :D)
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