Right In Front Of You✔️

Bonus chapter #1

"Marry me," Jay mutters at me as he kisses my lips. He wants to pull away, but I place my hands in his neck and pull him closer to me. I place my lips on his and just start kissing him furiously. 

Jay tightens the grip he has on my waist.  He tongue swipes over my lips asking for permission to me. Jay groans in frustration when I don't grant him that permission. 

"Lee Lee," he mutters angrily. I shake my head and press my lips against his again. One of my hands finds its way down to his chest trailing over his rockhard abs. 

Jay groans again as he pulls me closer to him. I blush when I feel something hard against my lower abdomen. 

"Can you feel how much I'm in love with you?" He whispers huskily. I nod my head while the blush creeps its way deep into my neck. "I'm so deeply in love with you, Kailee."

"I'm so deeply in love with you," I whisper back. Jay pulls me close again allowing me to drink in his scent.  I love Jay's scent. It's so comforting, masculine. I can't really describe it, but it makes me feel good.

Whenever I smell it, I feel like I'm home.

A knock on the door snaps us out of our state. Jay and I stare at each other. Without any words, we're asking each other if we're expecting anyone. When we both shake our heads, I let go of Jay.

"Take care of that," I tell Jay pointing at his little something. "I'll go get the door."

"Have you people actually heard of opening a door to a guest," somebody shouts through the door. I recognize it as my brother's voice. "Relax, sometimes people have to walk to the door to open it," I say with an annoyed voice as I open up the door. 

"You literally walk like a turtle," Kevin tells me as he walks through the door. "You should be happy that I opened the door in the first place," I tell him with a chuckle. 

Kevin plops down on the couch as if he lives here. I decide not to make a comment on it. 

"Hey man," Jay says walking into the living room as if the last couple of minutes didn't happen. 

"How are you?" Kevin responds standing up and giving Jay a bro-hug kind of thing. "I'm good. Now that I've got your sister around me again."

Kevin pretends to gag but then turns to me with a bright smile.

"You're making it huge!" He exclaims grabbing me in a hug. 

Maybe I should catch you up.

It has been around three years since high school. Three years since graduation where Jay asked me to marry him. 

To say I was startled at that moment, was most likely the understatement of the year. 

I had never thought of marriage and I, of course, didn't know what to answer. 

I had a lot of plans back then. I was going on tour with Sam Smith. I wanted to bring out my own album. I wanted to tour around the world. 

Marriage wasn't in the plans. 

I had told Jay I needed some time to think about it. We hadn't spoken for a couple of weeks and I was deep in thought all the time. 

When we met again after a couple of weeks, I still hadn't given him my answer. The pros and cons were very close. I was still not sure what to answer to him. 

But look at us now, my brother is graduating from Juilliard in a year. Jay is literally a supermodel. Liv and Aria are still going strong and doing amazing at Harvard. 

I'm literally hitting the charts and I'm in a way walking in my father's footsteps. I'm doing it in my own way, but it's amazing. 

I just finished my first very own world tour. I hadn't seen Jay for months because he was doing some awesome model stuff, so he couldn't come on tour with me like we both wanted to.