My Downfall | Killers List #3

Smother

"OH MY GOD EUNHA IS HAVING A BABY!" The girls screamed in unison as they jumped up and down meanwhile Yuju stayed in her seat and watched the girls with a poker face.

Yuju was a fun and loving person, no doubt about it, but she wasn't very interested in children. They bothered her for some reason, and it wasn't just because kids are assholes and don't have respect for anyone, something about them just bothered her. She thought of them as little monsters trying to ruin her life.

"Does Cha Eunwoo know?" Yerin asked once the group calmed down.

"I'm not telling him until he gets home. I don't want to interrupt him at work. I just really hope his reaction is the way I planned" Eunha was beyond excited to tell her fiancé that he was going to be a father. It was the most excitement she had ever experienced.

"He loves you, Eunha! Of course he is going to be happy! Who wouldn't be happy to raise a child with you? Omg your family is going to be so cute! I have to be the godmother!" Eunbi shrieked. Her heart was beating ten times faster from her burst of excitement she had a few seconds ago.

"When the time comes I wil decide" Eunha smiled. She didn't even think about that but now that Eunbi brought it up she was nervous. How was she going to choose only one of them to be the godmother or maid of honor? What if the others got mad at her?

"How should we celebrate? You can't drink when you're pregnant" Umji said.

"Let's celebrate tonight when we can all be together after Eunwoo gets home and hears the big news" Eunha couldn't wait any longer for him to come home. It felt like the day was going by slower than usual.

"We'll come your way so you guys don't have to drive over here again" Yerin felt bad for having Eunha drive back and forth so much lately.

"Really? It's ok, we can drive back over here" Eunha didn't want to be a burden to Yerin. She was glad they were getting along and she didn't want it to end any time soon.

"No really it's fine. We'll be over there by 8:00 pm, deal?" Yerin insisted.

"Sounds like a deal. Is Sowon home at the moment?" Eunha looked around but she was no where in sight. Besides, Sowon would've already made an entrance if she were here.

"She still hasn't come back yet. I don't think she was joking when she said she's leaving" Yuju frowned. She already missed her oldest "sister."

"Can you guys contact me immediately if she stops by? I would like to invite her to the wedding. The wedding is in fifteen days and I don't have time to be messing around so if you see her please let me know" Eunha wasn't sure if Sowon would show up or not, but it was worth a shot. She knew she wouldn't necessarily enjoy the wedding but it would have her favorite cake flavor.

"Will do" Yuju saluted. "It will become my mission to seek her out and invite her to the wedding" Yuju concluded with a bow.

"Thanks guys, I appreciate it. Eunwoo will be home soon so I have to head home. Omg I can't wait!" Eunha shrieked as she went back to the front door.

"Well let me know when you tell him. I wish you the best" Yerin gave her a thumbs up as she closed the door. The next fifteen days was going to be very long.

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The couple peacefully and quietly laid in bed for awhile. Umji kept her head resting on Yuju's chest while Yuju was stroking her hair. This was all very new to the both of them and so far they were really enjoying it. Yuju hadn't been this excited in a long time.

"Do you think we would ever have kids?" Umji suddenly asked.

"I don't think two girls can impregnate each other. At least that's what Yerin told me when I asked awhile ago" Yuju shrugged. If she ever had questions that involved sensuality she'd usually seek Yerin and Sowon for help since they were the experts. Yerin is a virgin while Sowon is very experienced so of course Sowon usually had better answers and more knowledge compared to Yerin who knew too much for being a virgin.

"No I'm saying like adoption or something" Umji sighed.

"No I think I'm ok without having kids. They disturb me anyways" Yuju gave a distasteful look.

"Yeah...I think I can live without kids" Umji was a bit sad but she didn't care that much about having kids. As long as she had Yuju then she was perfectly fine.

"You're moving too fast anyways. Don't think about it too much. It's only been a little while, me and you together" Yuju remarked. This for some unknown reason kind of upset Umji. Did Yuju see a future without her in it? Was she secretly trying to say that it's only temporarily?

"What are you trying to say?" Umji didn't want to confront her but it was bothering her too much.

"I want to take this relationship slow because I care about you. I'm afraid that if we move too fast then we'll ruin our relationship together" Yuju admitted. She liked slow relationships anyways, it gave her lots of time to figure out what kind of person her spouse would be. Well it's not like she didn't already know Umji.

"Slow? Don't you think you're taking it a bit too slow?"

"No, why? Do you think I am? I can change if you want" Yuju panicked.

"You barely kiss me" Umji complained.

"Well we kissed a couple days ago"

"Yeah a couple days ago. Don't you think it's a little too long?" Umji rolled her eyes. Yuju was so oblivious at times and it actually was frustrating some times.

"Only if it's too long for you"

"Of course it's too long for me. You're supposed to smother me with kisses" although Umji seemed heartless at times, she was actually a very affection person and loved when she got attention from Yuju.

"Oh. I just feel like I'd annoy you if I did that. It feels like you don't like me very much" Yuju sadly confessed.

"Really Yuju?" Umji furrowed her eyebrows but Yuju couldn't see her face of course. "Why would you think that?" She questioned.

"Because that morning when you were making the soup you seemed so annoyed with me"

"I was tired, I already told you this" Umji removed her head from Yuju's chest so she could look her in the eyes.

"Then what do you want?"

"Your love" Umji looked at her like she was an idiot.

"Well then. Umji, I will now smother you with kisses" Yuju smiled as she crawled on top of Umji.

Kissing was as far as Yuju was willing to go. She wasn't prepared for sexual acts with Umji, she was afraid of it actually. She was afraid she'd mess something up and embaress herself. Maybe it was a question she could ask Yerin now that Sowon isn't around.