My Downfall | Killers List #3

Aggression

"Technically Sowon didn't really take advantage of her." Umji appeared out of nowhere. "Yes it is true that during a woman's pregnancy their hormones are a little wack, but I'm assuming she came to see you after the pregnancy since you're not supposed to have sex during pregnancy. Also, when the fuck did you guys start seeing each other again?" Both her and Eunbi were shocked to hear that Eunha and Sowon were seeing each other yet they weren't surprised either.

"She came to see me a few weeks after she had the baby."

"And I'm assuming you two had sex that day? Alright then case closed." Umji clapped her hands together.

"Wait but you said I didn't take advantage of her. How?" Sowon stopped Umji before she walked away.

"Well this was after her pregnancy that she came to see you which meant it wasn't just her hormones, she is actually still attracted to you. I honestly don't know how Yerin didn't realize that." Umji looked at Yerin like she was stupid. Yerin glared back at her before returning her attention on Sowon.

"So what I did wasn't wrong?"

"Well, kind of because you thought of it and you actually acted upon this idea without realizing that you didn't need to, but also no because she was probably still attracted to you even after you left once you found out she cheated on you. She's always been attracted to you. She was crying a couple days before your birthday last year when she saw you and Kim fake kiss. Damn girl has always had a thing for you." Umji couldn't understand how none of them realized this. It was so obvious all along.

"She did?" Sowon widened her eyes.

"It was a fake kiss?" Yerin asked.

"Kim and Sowon never dated." Umji blurted out.

"Wait what? But didn't they have sex?" Eunbi looked back and forth between the three.

"No!" Sowon frantically waved her hands.

"But then what were those noises that one night?" Yerin looked over at Sowon with widened eyes. Part of her didn't even want to hear the answer to her own question.

"No it was just an audio to a video." Umji informed.

"Wait how do you know that?" Sowon gasped. How was it that Umji always knew everything, including everyone's secrets.

"Because I knew you'd never do such a thing with another woman besides Eunha so I hacked into your phone because I assumed you and Kim were just playing and audio." Umji shrugged like it was nothing. Yerin and Eunbi looked over at each other with confused expressions.

"What the..."

"I know it sounds a bit weird but...yeah I don't know what to say to that." Umji blushed. Eunbi was embarrassing her with a shocked and disgusted reaction.

"Forget about that. I'm not going to let you ruin Eunha's marriage." Yerin snapped her fingers to get Sowon's undivided attention.

"I never said I was going to. It's not fair. I'm the one that should be with her. It's only fair that I take back what's rightfully mine." Sowon rolled her eyes. Yerin would never understand, that's what Sowon thought. If only Sowon knew that Yerin had feelings like this too. She was just like the rest of them no matter how much she hated to admit it.

"Isn't that called slavery? You can't own someone, Sowon." Eunbi acted like she was the smartest person in the group for her comment.

"Eunbi, that's common sense. I meant figuratively. I'm not saying I'll purposely get in the way. In fact, I don't have to do anything. I'm waiting for her to come to me. Not the other way around." Sowon said with a smug smile. This annoyed Yerin and upset Umji.

"That's stupid!" Umji suddenly shouted. "If you wait then one day she'll be gone! You think it's easy losing someone you love?" The other three had no idea what Umji was suddenly so mad about.

"Is this about Yuju? Because that's not my fault. Maybe if you didn't call her stupid then she wouldn't have left!" Sowon fired back. Sowon didn't care about what she said sometimes, she was always going to defend herself even if she was in the wrong.

"Maybe if Eunha loved you then she wouldn't have cheated!" Umji challenged.

"Ok! Ok! Hold on." Yerin reached her hand out to keep Sowon away from Umji. "Stop it now you two!"

"She is still seeing me so obviously she does love me!" Sowon fired back.

"I thought you guys were just friends with benefits?" Eunbi raised her eyebrows.

"Yeah that's right! You two are just fuck buddies!" Umji immediately covered her mouth knowing that what she had just said was beyond inappropriate and untrue.

"Ok ok let's not-"

"Yuju's lucky she died! Now she doesn't have to be around someone like you!" It wasn't just the words that hurt Umji. She leaned over the table with her hand covering her bleeding nose. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to..." Sowon stared down at her bloody fist. She then stared, with the most guilt filled eyes, at Yerin who was making sure Umji was okay.

"No it's fine. I deserved it. I'm just gonna go now." Umji choked up as she ran up the stairs in a hurry as to make sure they couldn't witness her crying.

"What the hell was that for?" Yerin looked at Sowon with a bewildered expression.

"I'm sorry I just..." Sowon paused. She felt uncomfortable with Eunbi and Yerin intensely staring at her.

"You just what huh? Felt like punching the youngest girl in the group? She's young, Sowon. She doesn't understand. And we don't need her living a life of abuse. You can't keep hitting people and thinking it's okay. Either you stop your aggression or you're kicked out." Yerin wrapped her arms around her chest. She was a woman of her words, so she wasn't play games at all. If she said she was going to do something then she was going to do it, most of the time.

"Kicked out of what?" Sowon gulped.

"The group. We'll go from five to four."