Been thinking a lot about "what is the rational or logical" thing to do ?What is meaningful enough to be immersed in ?
What needs to be obliterated from my daily routines ?
Currently, I do feel the happiness and appreciate the enjoyment that I have in my work.
Still, I wonder how long this enjoyable feeling would last ? In a minute, a day or a month ?
And for those who wonder why I usually wrote two separate fanfic stories from both Hoseok and Jimin's perspectives and just further delineated the traumatic feeling these characters were suffering from, well here is the brief answer: hurting someone and getting hurt can be synonymous at times.
Life is but an evanescent dream.