Falling In Love

Chapter 39 • 2010

Aleasha

I looked across at the boys, all stood in a row at the front of the church wearing their suits. I stood next to Shawny and Ruby as Megz came walking down the aisle, wearing a stunning white dress with her hair in beautiful loose curls. I could see Harry starting to tear up already as he saw his soon-to-be wife walking down, but I knew Harry - he wouldn't cry yet. He's Harry. They stood at the front and the ceremony began, all the usual talk and stuff.

"I do." They both said eventually and the new husband and wife kissed as everyone cheered and clapped. The boys performed as they signed the register then they walked out the church whilst everyone threw confetti over them, both hand in hand with huge smiles on their faces.

Later on at the reception, Harry gave his speech and had everyone in tears and so did Megz. Then the couple took to the floor for their first dance as husband and wife and everyone cheered before taking to the floor themselves. I of course danced with Danny but I couldn't help but feel sorry for Tom, who had no one to dance with. After a few dances I asked Danny if he'd mind if I danced with Tom which he didn't so I took Tom's hand and danced with him for a bit. I tried to push all my feelings aside for those minutes we danced together but I couldn't help but feel warm inside when he hugged me before going to sit back down. Danny danced with me for a little bit longer before we joined him at the table.

Later that evening I thought to myself what was going on. I loved Danny and knew that with all my heart but I couldn't help but love Tom. I thought back to all those years ago when he broke up with Diana because he had the same dilemma as me but it was so much harder for me. Now we were older, mine and Danny's relationship was a lot more serious. Not to mention what would happen if things changed. Danny and Tom were bandmates so if Tom started going out with me it could ruin McFly. Even if it didn't affect that - which I'd hope it wouldn't - it would be so awkward for me and Danny. I wouldn't be seeing much less of him because him and Tom were such good friends. Also, if things didn't work it would ruin mine and Tom's friendship. I'd seen what had happened with him and Diana. Our friendship group hadn't been the same since and I didn't want that to happen with us. I kept it all together for a bit but once I was sure Danny was asleep I started to cry. I just wasn't sure what to do so in the end I cried myself to sleep.