goodbye [luke hemmings]

Chapter 25

LUKE'S P.O.V.

I saw Krystal. She looked lifeless. She was pale and her eyes were red and puffy. She looked skinny, skinnier than before. She was starving herself and it is all my fault. I looked down at her arm and saw her faded cuts. Thank god she hasn't hurt herself. Well not yet anyways.

We walked toward the couch in her friends' living room. She sat next to me and I knew this was the time for me to tell her everything between Kat and I.

"I'm going to start from the beginning and you aren't going to run away or interrupt me. I need you to stay right here and listen to me explain everything." I said. sternly looking into her beautiful brown eyes. She nodded and looked up at me.

"Ok so two years ago Kat and I dated. Haley set us up because she thought I needed a girlfriend and that Kat needed a boyfriend. We were dating for about four months. I guess you could say that I fell in love with her. I did love her. One night I went out with the boys and Kat said she was going to hang out with Jess and Haley so I didn't really care. It was 1a.m. and I was unlocking the door to my apartment and I walked in and saw Kat having sex with one of my friends who works at my mum's diner." I sighed and took another breath looking at Krys while she had sad looking eyes "I slammed the door and Kat just grinned at me while she got off him and put his shirt on. She walked up to me and said 'Did you actually think that I loved you? Ha I just used you for sex and then you got annoying and boring so I've been doing it with about four other guys.' she told me while she was smiling and laughing. Tom, my ex-friend, put his pants and sweatshirt on and left. I was so pissed and scared that I would never love anyone ever again and then I met you. I fell in love with you. You make me so happy and I feel so much better whenever I'm around you. You're so perfect and beautiful and you're laugh is just amazing and I have no idea what I would do without you. You are my everything Krystal and when you left it killed me and Haley has been horrible this past week. And what happened at the club meant nothing Kat came onto me and kissed me. I didn't kiss her back. I pushed her away and then I saw you and it killed me. And when I saw your slicing your delicate skin I cried and felt horrible." I sighed and a couple tears fell down my face and Krystal wiped them away with her thumb.

"I understand." she said quietly with a small smirk on her face and glossy eyes.

"Can you please take me back Krystal. I need you please." I said grabbing her hands and intertwining them with mine.

"Yes. Yes Luke. I love you so so much!" she said with a few tears rolling down her face. She jumped on me and making me fall down into the couch.

She showered me with kisses and I couldn't help but laugh. She stated laughing too. I loved that laugh and I love this girl. I'm so glad that she is mine again.