Fall for You | OT4

☾❙eleven

tw: anxiety attack

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it's 6:46am, and luke can't sleep at all.

usually he's asleep by now, or at least half asleep but he just can't get his brain to shut off and go in rest mode.

so many thoughts and worries were flowing through luke's mind, and it caused his hands to shake, and his chest to tighten up.

he felt like he was going to die.

the more deep breaths he took, the more nauseous he felt.

he paced around his room and bit at his fingernails. he tried to focus on anything else other than the anxiety he was feeling.

but he just couldn't.

his mind continued its thoughts, and he gave up.

luke fell to the floor with a gasp of breath. he tugged at his hair harshly and clenched his eyes shut to stop the tears from falling.

it didn't work, and they rolled down his cheeks and he began to sob and gasp for breath.

he wanted his mom, or his dad, or even his brothers but he's all alone now and he had no choice but to deal with the attack.

he doesn't know how long it's been, but luke had finally calmed down and just stayed on the floor. his entire body felt numb.

he looked over at the time and let the few tears left fall down his face.

7:21am