Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 39

A/N: 

It took a little while, but it's here. Also, you know damn well it's unedited. I'll just edit the whole thing when it's done.

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"It's better if I just start from the very beginning, so you'd have a better understanding of how the events unfolded. Try not to get upset and shut yourself off. If you ever, at one point, feel the need to speak up, do so without yelling. Keep an open mind... as best as you can. Can you do that?"

"Yes..." – answered Taehyung, still seated on his couch, and stopped fidgeting and playing with his fingers. It was clear he was trying.

Jungkook noticed the shift in his behavior and took it as his cue to begin telling the story which Taehyung was a part of but did not remember or know anything about.

Jungkook wondered for a quick second how horrible it must feel to live a life and not remember big chunks of it, always living in fear that he might've done something horrible unknowingly, left impressions on people without meaning to or even get himself in dangerous situations. Oh, he wanted to help Taehyung so bad.

"Well you know this, but it started on the day we met. When you panicked and shifted, V fronted. He came out and somehow, in a matter of seconds became fixated on me. And when I say fixation, I mean fixation. He dragged me outside, into an alley and kissed me."

Taehyung was fidgeting again, anxiety eating at him as he started violently shaking his leg.

"Taehyung, focus. Keep calm."

Taehyung nodded and attempted to relax.

"Should I keep going?" – asked Jungkook, a calm expression resting on his facial features.

Taehyung nodded once more – "Yes..."

"Don't worry now." – Jungkook drew a long breath and continued.

"I don't want to make this any bigger than it has to be. I'm going to keep it short and simple. The point is..." – Jungkook looked down to his hands, examined his palms for a brief moment – "V is quite fixated on me. And I must admit, I am quite fond of him myself." – He looked up and into Taehyung's contemplating eyes – "And you."

There was an instant, a moment of silence, where thoughts were hurrying about inside the two minds. Both were gazing at each other, frozen; one feeling confused and the other feeling longing.

"Long story short, he was dependent on me, quite invested emotionally and then he did something bad and guilt tripped himself into a panic attack. Then Taetae fronted, though he had been out before. This wasn't the only shift V went through. But nothing important happened then. So let's concentrate on this."

Jungkook could see Taehyung still stirring in his seat.

"You want me to stop?"

"No, you still have to get to the point where I have cum on me; namely Taetae's. Jeez, it's creeping me out just saying it..."

"I'm getting there, hold on." – Jungkook interrupted.

"Taetae is quite attached to me as well. He clings to me every chance he gets."

"That's bullshit. Taetae is as afraid of being touched as I am."

"Well, apparently not with me."