Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 70

A/N:

Lovelies, I couldn't find the time to finish the chapter so I split it. The rest I will update as the next chapter when I finish it up. 

Meanwhile, enjoy chapter 70!

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It was still dark when V opened his eyes after trying and failing a couple of times. The first thing he was greeted with was the outline of a defined, toned thigh. And though it looked like it would be tough, it felt rather delicate beneath his cheek when V rested his head on it, a lazy smile on his face, hugging the limb like it was preciousness embodied.

Soon after V realized how he was supposed to have gone and laid next to Jungkook and cuddled him to sleep, but when he lifted his gaze to Jungkook's face he saw peacefulness. The boy did not look like he minded the way they had drifted into sleep. Yet V made the effort of moving up and carefully positioning himself next to the love of his life.

V took a minute to appreciate the boy's moonlit features. He sure was breathtaking. And deep in his sleep he looked like innocence incarnate. He looked so pure, so sweet and down to earth that it hurt V's heart. His heart that was once cold had gotten warmer and warmer since he met this boy; the one flower that stood out in the whole damn garden. V was never one to stop and smell the roses, but he was so glad that he stopped to look at this little Dahlia, the only one of his kind amongst the roses that dimmed and lacked in its presence.

It was almost as though Jungkook felt V's gaze that he stirred and moved until he finally opened and revealed those doe eyes that held V's whole self trapped in them. With the shine of the moon giving them a beautiful twinkle, V found himself staring like he was hypnotized.

"Happy birthday lover boy."

Jungkook responded with the brightest and sweetest of smiles, dare V say almost enchanting; yes, definitely enchanting. He was lost too deep in Jungkook's enchantment and he didn't want an out. That smile was all the response V needed to understand that he might be able to pull this off. Maybe, just maybe he wasn't too damaged and he could manage to be enough for his baby. What he did know for certain though, was that he never wanted to stop trying and pleasing. All the effort might be to make Jungkook happy but it made him happier. A sense of purpose was something he never had and never knew he wanted or needed until his baby.

"Best birthday ever." – Jungkook smirked.

V smiled – "Same here little love." – he giggled – "When I remember what happened earlier, damn."

V gathered Jungkook up in his arms and pressed him to his chest. He buried his lips in the boy's hair.

"Maybe it's better not to remember, I'm going to get excited all over again. But still, I can't believe you really did that. I feel like I dreamt the whole thing."

Jungkook stirred yet again and whined – "Stop talking about it. I'm getting embarrassed."

V cracked a smile, and though Jungkook couldn't see it, he felt it on his head.

"That was nothing to be embarrassed about baby. I've done it for you so many times. Should I be ashamed?"

"No! That's not what I meant. It's just... It was my first time." – Jungkook bit his bottom lip in anticipation of some kind of sarcastic remark, but it never came. Instead he heard V's heartbeat picking up the pace.

"Seriously? That excites you?" – Jungkook asked but after a lack of response, he continued – "Aw babe!"

"Shut up~. You know I'm possessive. You can't imagine what knowing that does to me. Wait. You're a virgin?" – V moved to look at Jungkook in the eyes.

"Damn it." – Jungkook cussed and hid his face in V's chest once more. V smiled and moved Jungkook back– "Really? Like nothing?"

"Don't laugh at me!"

"Oh baby boy I am not laughing. I am ecstatic. If I could have wished for something it would have been this, for you to be mine and only mine."

Jungkook said nothing. What could he say?

"But how come? You're gorgeous. You've had a boyfriend... I know it's none of my business, but how is it possible?" – questioned V.

"I don't know. It never felt right. With Jiwoon, we messed around, sure, but I never felt comfortable enough to take that step."

"Maybe let's not talk about Jiwoon. But what about the lube? It sure looked like you've... been there."

"I don't know. Societal expectations? I felt like a freak. I mean... a man, this age and a virgin. If anyone found out I'd be turned into a joke. Sometimes I even felt like one. I bought it thinking it was time, I was being ridiculous, maybe I was scared, and then you happened. And the rest you know."

"Shit this makes me so happy. Also, societal expectations are bullshit. I should hurry up and fix it with my counterpart, so I can give you what you want, hm?" – V wiggled his eyebrows, a smirk on his face.

Jungkook giggled. It was only a second after that his smile died down. V's did as well, because he knew what Jungkook was thinking.

"I will miss you every second." – V said.

"Me too."

"I'll try to be quick, I promise."

"Do your part and I'll do mine. Don't think about other things. These rings are safe with me. And so is your heart. So do your best."

"I love you birthday boy."

"And I love you."

V moved in and took Jungkook's lips. They shared a sweet kiss that only confirmed their love.

"Let's sleep baby."

V hugged Jungkook once more.

"Make sure to dream of me."

Jungkook giggled – "Good night V."

"Good night baby boy."