Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 4

A/N:

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I love this story a lot and it would mean the world to me if I saw my readers enjoying it too. With that said. I will put a goal - let's get the story 15 votes! Now, I'm not saying I will not update otherwise, but if I keep updating and I see no love for it I might stop.

On a more interesting note, here is chapter 4. Enjoy!

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V has been stalking Jungkook for 2 days now. He has found out the exact route that the boy takes to go to work every day. He knows his hours and so far he hasn't seen him meeting any friends and hanging out. The thought makes V smile in satisfaction, "more for me" – he thinks, the boy will be all his and only his; that is once he figures out how to erase Taehyung from his mind, but for now, he'll pretend he'll pose no problems between them.

V is so glad he's been out for this long, and by the sound of Jungkook's phone conversation with Dr. Han, it is expected he stays out for longer. The thing is, he needs to know why, so he can maybe come up with a way to stay out longer every time he's out and possibly slowly push Taehyung out of the picture, until he disappears. He's no good anyway. I mean how can there be a model that has haphephobia? V doesn't understand this.

Yes, Taehyung was a model. One might wonder why he would put himself under the spotlight when he has such problems that could be the talk of the whole industry and maybe ruin his career. Why would he risk it like that? Well, it was his mental illnesses that drove him to this decision. He thought what if he took on a more important career that took demanded responsibility and one of his alters came out suddenly. Once he gets touched, he's gone. So that means he couldn't be a doctor which he dreamed of becoming if he were normal, or any of the things he would've liked. So, he decided to put his good looks to use and became a model, skipping out on a college degree.

But do not mistake him for a fool or an uneducated airhead. Taehyung has been reading and learning his whole life, since he's been secluded and introverted into his own little bubble. He has put all his energy into educating himself as much as he can. He has a very high IQ and his mind is rich in general knowledge. He has read about anything and everything he was able to get his hands on. That's because he was alone; always. He hasn't even kept in touch with his family because when they found out about the abuse his uncle put him through, they did nothing. Why? Because they were ashamed of the world knowing about it and judging they're parenthood or the lack of it and the tarnishing the family name. Taehyung hates them. The one person he trusts is his doctor, the only father-figure he accepts in his life. The only one he feels any love for. He's not sure if he even feels love anymore. He was a well-mannered android that does not feel or live for that matter. A shell of a man. A beautiful zombie.

Whereas V, he lived through the abuse, he took it for Taehyung. And he hoarded the anger and frustration, the hate and the pain. He fought through it and turned it into his strength, the strength that fuels his whole being. And V feels. He's alive with a burning soul that has a quest for vengeance. He could feel love if he wanted to, but he doesn't. That requires him to trust people, something he absolutely cannot do. He also feels lust, he feels it strongly, whereas Taehyung feels none. V is everything Taehyung is not and has everything Taehyung lacks.

Now, V is feeling a whole lot of lust for Jungkook. So much so, it's driving him mad. So, he does not want to take any more chances and decided that 2 days of stalking was more than enough and he should take this chance to drill himself into Jungkook's a - ... heart. Yea, heart... And maybe his mind.