Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 34

A/N:

Lovelies. I'm back!! 

After the long wait, I hope the chapter does not disappoint. It's unedited, but it's here.

Tomorrow, I will also upload a oneshot in the oneshots book. I hope you'll check that out also! It's Vmin! So Vmin shippers rejoice!

Here is the long awaited chapter 34. Enjoy! Vote and Comment if you do! 

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The morning after...

Jungkook never thought he'd be thinking about the "morning after" in a situation such as the one he was in. How in the world is he experiencing a "morning after" with a grown 8 year old man, who experienced his first orgasm in his life? His situation had too many twisted elements to it. So what did Jungkook do to deal with them? Nothing. He decided that the best way to deal with this as a responsible adult and a soon-to-be psychologist was to just not deal with it at all.

So he enjoyed his morning after, by doing nothing but staring at the gorgeousness that was the collective Kim Taehyung. The Kim Taehyung, or more accurately, Taetae was wrapped around his torso, breathing in a poetically melodic hum, almost forcing one Jeon Jungkook to fall back asleep. If Jungkook ever was in a state of Zen, it was now; listening to the harmony between Taetae's breath and heartbeat, stroking his cotton-soft, fluffy hair, looking at the absolute symmetry and beauty of his face. Pure beauty. Pure perfection.

"Whoever created you must have been a perfectionist." – whispered Jungkook.

It hurt Jungkook. This boy with the perfect face, looking at him, at the bright light he almost emitted; it really hurt Jungkook.

Jungkook placed the gentlest lingering kiss on the boy's forehead. He had yet to experience something stronger and greater than the raving, emotional turmoil he had to bear every time he touched or looked at the boy for more than a minute. It was terrifying him.

The sweet kiss stirred Taetae out of his sleep. A few soft groans and a cute little stretch later, Taetae finally managed to flutter his eyes open and looked up at Jungkook.

"Morning Kookie." – Taetae flashed a blinding smile at Jungkook.

'God! That deep morning voice is so sexy.' – Jungkook thought.

It was true. It wasn't the first time that voice ripped at his heart. Jungkook could only imagine how dangerous it would be or his career if he woke up next to Taehyung every day. He knows the thing following Taehyung's "good morning" would be his "wood morning" and some other activities. And oh, would those mornings be good.

Jungkook could almost taste the satisfaction he got from Taetae's morning voice.

"Good morning, Taetae. How's my little boy?"

Taetae giggled. Taetae giggled with his stupid morning voice and his stupid, little, boxy smile, stabbing Jungkook with his stupid, little cuteness in the eye and eugh! Jungkook can't take it. He was about to get a very confusing, stupid, not so little erection and dammit he should distract himself; he really should.

"I'm – I'm fine Kookie. You?"

"I'm just barely fine."

"Why?" – Taetae pouted.

'Dammit Jungkook! If you get a boner for an 8 year old, you're better off getting therapy, not giving it!' – Jungkook scolded himself.

Jungkook turned his gaze to ceiling. The ceiling was a Taetae-free zone, a confusing boner-free zone, a safe zone.

'Yea... That's it Jungkook. Keep looking at the ceiling my man.' – Jungkook kept conversing with his innermost honest self.

"It's nothing sweetie. I'm fine. Don't worry about it."

"If I knew it would upset you, I wouldn't have come out. I would have let Taehyung out." – Taetae sighed.

Jungkook turned to look into Taetae's sad, disappointed eyes.

"Oh baby, no. No, baby. I love, love, love that you're here. You never upset me, you hear me? Neve- wait. What did you just say?"

"What?"

"What did you say just now?"

"That I wouldn't have come out?"

"No, not that."

"Thaaat I upset you?"

"No, no Taetae. About Taehyung."

"That I would have let Taehyung come out?"

"Yea... That."

"What about it?"

"You can choose who's out? We- well not every time, but sometimes, yes."

"When can you choose? Did you choose to come out this time?"

"No – well, sort of? When V panics I come out. I am the protector. He calls out to me. But I can choose not to come out. Sometimes I can choose to come out when Taehyung panics too. That's because both me and V are his protectors. But usually V doesn't let me. When I come out I'm usually out with him. Ever since Taehyung and V grew up, I come out less and less. I can also choose to leave whenever I want and bring out either of them. But I want to be out now. I want to be with you Kookie. Don't you?"

"I do my sweet. I really do. You're precious to me baby. But you have to understand, Taehyung is an adult and part of this society. He has a job and he has been missing for very, very long. He has to come out so he can put his life back in order."

"But, what are you saying Kookie? You want me to leave?"

"No honey. But please understand."

"Kookie, if I leave I don't know when I will be with you again." – Taetae sniffled, a blob of unpleasant feelings forming in his throat.

"Baby boy. You mean the world to me. I want here with me, so so much. But you have to understand, the way the world works may not be what we like, but it works that way nonetheless. I can't change the fact that all 3 of you might face problems unless Taehyung got a hold of his life. Do you understand? For all of your sakes, Taehyung must come out. Don't you fret baby boy. We WILL see each other again, and I reckon, pretty soon." – Jungkook smiled reassuringly at Taetae as the latter wiped a few tears that had already wet his puffy cheeks.

"I don't want to go, Kookie. I'll miss you!"

"And I'll miss you. But we'll meet soon. I just know it. So do me this huge favor. Be my big boy. Bring Taehyung out."

Taetae wailed and Taetae sobbed, but Taetae understood and obliged. He hugged Jungkook with a mighty force and got hugged back just the same. Taetae stopped crying. He was still sniffling, his chest heaving and breath hitching and he let go of Jungkook. He looked in his eyes and smiled a sad one. And then he closed his eyes. And he dropped his smile.

Once he reopened his swollen eyes, he looked around then looked at Jungkook.

"Where am I?"