Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 41

A/N: 

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Enjoy chapter 41!

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"No. That can't happen."

Why did that bother Taehyung? Why is it that he expected a blind yes? Why is it that he thought Jungkook would jump at the opportunity he was presented with? Jungkook seemed desperate to have him back in his life... how is it that he was turning him down?

"Excuse me?"

"I can't come to you in secret and counsel and guide you behind Dr. Han's back and I, most definitely, cannot get paid."

"And why is that? You seemed to pay no heed to it when you had Taetae or V in your bed. What is changed now?"

"First of all I always make sure to keep it professional with our clients. It's only your case that messed with that. I already disappointed Dr. Han one, with the generous help of V... He forgave it once. I don't thing I can get away with it again. Anything Dr. Han turned a blind I to was because he thought I was getting through to V."

"We'll keep it a secret. You don't have to worry about it."

"I'm sorry but no. It's unethical and if I ever get caught that's it for me. I'm out of this field. That will run me. I'm not even licensed. Don't make me stray from the right path. Dr. Han has been nothing short of an exceptional mentor and an ideal for me. He has given me a great opportunity and helped shape me and I cannot repay him by betraying him. What you're suggesting is out of the question."

"Well then there is nothing left to discuss is there? I don't want you there, you don't want me here. If this was the extent of your sincerity, you should have saved us both the time and trouble of walking back into my life."

"So you want to pin his on me now? It's MY fault that you don't want to see me where I work and expect me to break laws. It's MY bad that I don't want to lose my whole life; I'm so sorry!"

"I explained to you. I explained it. Why can't you just look at it from my side? This might be only a job for you but this is my life and my health."

"Only a job? First of all, screw that. I put my safe through many dangers to have helped you, how dare you? Only a job... This is my life as well. This is something I have been working to achieve for a very long time. If you expect me to lose any self interest I have, I'm sorry to disappoint."

"Then what if you don't get paid? Will that fix it? Let's just say we're friends and you're helping me as my friend. Can that work?"

"Taehyung, it doesn't change the fact that you were our client. It still means I'm being unprofessional. It still means I made it personal."

"Jungkook I compromised. I won't pay. Just consider me a friend. You convinced me to work with you again and now you're taking it back? You're not being fair. You're messing with me and my mental health. I took a step towards you; it's your turn to take a step."

Silence.

Jungkook was looking straight through Taehyung's eyes into his soul. It was doing things to the latter.

"You manipulative, conniving little... You're not as innocent and weak as you give the impression to be, are you?" – Jungkook was exasperated.

Taehyung smirked. Then shrugged.

"Is that an okay?" – Taehyung still pressed.

"Just how manipulative are you? I wonder... How far are you willing to take your charms? How much do you actually like driving me in a corner huh?"

Maybe the smug grin resting on Taehyung's lips was an answer to that question in itself.

'I can see V in you.' - thought Jungkook.

"I'm a model with dissociative identity disorder that is terrified of being touched and is all alone is the world. I have to be manipulative to survive. Don't you think?"

Jungkook ruffled his hair violently and groaned.

Taehyung said – "That looks like a 'you're in' to me." – and he smiled his cheeky, adorable, gut wrenching, stupid smile.

"Put those teeth away! Before you convince me to give away my whole self to you..." – muttered Jungkook – "I can see Taetae in you too." - Taehyung never heard it.

Jungkook sighed, then smiled, the rubbed his face, the groaned. A lot was going on up there in his head it seemed and so thought Taehyung.

"I swear to you, I will not speak a single word of this arrangement to Dr. Han. I will not speak of you at all. There will be no reason to suspect you. I promise you this."

"Wow, you have it figured out, don't you? You just decided everything with even hearing what I have to say."

"I heard what you have to say; loud and clear. You're body language is screaming it at me."

There's that ridiculous smile again. 'Give me a heart attack, why don't you? Kill me while you're at it.' – thought Jungkook.

"You promise Dr. Han or any one that could hurt me with this will not find out?"

"I promise it."

A sigh later Jungkook agreed... The big mush. Taehyung has this one wrapped around his finger; and he seems to know it.

"And once a week? Can you pull it off that often? You are so busy with your job aren't you?" – Questioned Jungkook.

"Well the hours are much more flexible like this. It's not a clinic that has a fixed set of hours. It's you and me. We can bend our schedules and make do with the time that we have. So I think we can pull off once a week, can't we?"

"As long as I don't have to stay well into the night."

"Why, what's wrong? I didn't think I came off as dangerous..." – snickered Taehyung.

"It's not that... I just don't know how I'll be able to stand it. Just ... never mind that. Try not to make me be here until too late."

"Alright."

"So when do we start?"

"How about right now?"