Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 96

A/N:

Hey sweet thangs~

So last time I was here, I was venting. I was having a day.

Anywho, as of right now, anyone who made a choice went with keeping things as they are. So that is what's going to happen for now. 

I wanna clarify once more that I have the best readers on this whole website. The sweet little words you gave me were received with an open and full heart. I'd like you to know that everyone who comments and interacts with me remains in my mind. I know your handles, and the version of your personalities that you show me. I even remember the ones who used to read and comment religiously two - three years ago but are no longer here. 

What I'm trying to say. You and your words stay with me. And no one that I know is ever disrespectful. So that last update had nothing to do with y'all. 

Just remember I appreciate you and I'll love on you as long as you're around. I don't even want hundreds of readers. I don't care if there are only 5 people reading as long as they are like the readers I've had until now.

Shutting up and letting you enjoy the chapter now.

See you in the next one!

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Jungkook froze for a moment as he looked at V without saying anything in response to the confession. Was it really that easy? This thing about himself that he had kept hidden for so long like a dirty secret in fear of being ostracized; this thing that V was as well and shared so quickly without a second thought... was it really so easy to admit? Was it this easy to accept?

He looked deeply at V's face as if to unravel the existing mysteries there and he noticed not for the first time tonight how beautiful this man was. It was difficult to fathom that this beauty was real, let alone the fact that he was interested in talking to him. On top of that he was gay, and he admitted it so confidently to him, a complete stranger. He couldn't help thinking back at the moment he came out to his mother, a mere couple of hours ago, and remembered how terrified and ashamed he felt to have let that secret slip through his lips and realize itself in the real world. That made it real; admitting it out loud somehow made the fact even more real. He was gay and he didn't know what to do with that, he didn't know what it meant for him.

As Jungkook fell deeper and deeper into thought, he took the straw of his now empty drink into his mouth with his tongue, completely unaware of what he was doing outwardly. The thing was, to V, it just looked like he started licking and biting on his straw while staring at him in response to the revelation of his homosexuality. And boy was it doing things to him. What a little tease Jungkook was turning out to be.

"Hello? Jungkook? You froze up on me." That jolted Jungkook out of the depths of his mind and back to the 'date' his wasn't aware he was on.

"Sorry I just got lost in my thoughts."

"What were thinking so hard about?"

"Just... about how brave of you it was to tell a random stranger something so personal about yourself." Jungkook said and went back to nibbling the straw.

"Actually I don't think it's brave at all. To do something brave is to be afraid of doing something but doing it regardless. I only told you what I like. I like men. It's a simple fact. Nothing about that is scary. I like what I like just as you like what you like." – V said checking and waiting on Jungkook's reaction to understand what his stance really is on the matter but the man remained unmoving, his eyes as frozen as him.

The truth was that V was becoming more and more dazzling, but Jungkook wasn't able to understand why. Was he attracted to V? Yes, the man was beautiful but his head really hadn't been in a place where that could change from a mere observation to an actual desire. Did he want V? Or was it just that he was admiring him? Maybe V became somewhat of a role model. Maybe he just wanted to be like V. In either case he wasn't able to explore his feelings as he was summoned back to reality once more by V's sultry voice.

"You're drifting away in there again." – He says, pointing to Jungkook's head and smirks. – "I'll tell you what, I'll go get us another round of drinks and when I come back we talk and try to work out the kinks that seem to have you trapped in your mind."

Jungkook didn't have to time to ponder or to respond when V continued – "Do want the same one or do you think you'll try something new?"

"I'll have the same, thank you."

Jungkook wasn't left alone for too long until V returned with the colorful drink for him and a Margarita for himself.

"Here you go." – He says as he takes his place next to Jungkook once more. – "You seem to really like this one huh?" – He asked when he noticed the boy already enjoying the cold beverage.

"Yeah... What's it called anyway?"

"It's a Tequila Sunrise."

Jungkook smiled upon hearing the name. – "It's very fitting though. It really does look like a sunrise, so pretty and delicious."

"Not unlike yourself." – V said as he leaned in close to Jungkook.

Okay, Jungkook had no experience, yes, but this, this he could tell what it was. V was flirting with him... V WAS FLIRTING WITH HIM!!!! Upon that realization, a violent blush crawled up his neck and littered his cheeks and ears. His traitorous body exposed him as his heart started threatening to beat out his chest.

Jungkook might have been inexperienced, but V was not. Even with all the dimmed lights, Jungkook's change in color was clearly noticeable and it fed right into V's ego. With the way Jungkook's reaction boosted V's confidence, his inhibitions were released and he was on the hunt.

V was ready to test Jungkook's boundaries and make more advances on him.

When the intense eye contact became too much for Jungkook, he tried to shift his gaze elsewhere but failed when it only fueled V's desires. V grabbed Jungkook's chin and redirected his eyes to meet his gaze.

"You know? I chose that drink because when I look at you it is the only thing that comes to mind, sunshine."

As he uttered those words and wore a growing smirk, Jungkook's breath hitched audibly and a shiver passed through him.

Jungkook was unraveling under his gaze. As V took in the state the man was in at the tips of his fingers, all his desires intensified, but understanding that this was not yet the time to strike he released Jungkook's chin but not his eyes and using that same sultry voice he said. – "So... Do you want to tell me what's been casting shadows on your light?"

Jungkook wanted to give him words, he reallydid, but his brain was not cooperating. Instead, all he could do was nod, andnod he did.