Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 85

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"I said, what the fuck do you think you're doing? Huh?"

"V?" – Jungkook asked, softly as to not agitate the man any more than he already is.

"Oh, I'm surprised you can even tell. You seemed quite taken with feeling up Taehyung. I thought I'd be the last thing on your mind."

V's one hand was pinning down the treacherous hand that was fondling Taehyung, his other hand was holding Jungkook down by the neck, and his eyes were drilling holes into Jungkook's as he put his weight on top of the man. If looks could kill, the very guilty looking man would be six feet under.

"V, you're hurting me. Stop squeezing my hand and let's talk it out, hm? You're misunderstanding and making assumptions again." – Jungkook said as he tries to take control of the situation

"Misunderstanding? Assumptions? Do you take me for a fool, Jungkook?" – V fired back, anger seeping out his every pore.

Jungkook was starting to get irritated. He thought of how much progress they were making and how the whole thing was doomed to failure when things took a turn.

"Do you even know how much progress we were making V? Whatever you think was going on is wrong. Taehyung was opening up and he was taking gigantic steps forward. He touched someone for the first time and didn't panic, and he wasn't shifting, that is unti-" – Jungkook's words stopped and he got lost in his thoughts.

Jungkook remembered Taehyung's panic induced words; he remembered how Taehyung mentioned that he was unable to move his body according to his will, how he had lost control of it. At that moment, everything was happening so fast that he failed to understand what was happening.

"V, did you force yourself out? Did you take control of Taehyung's body while he was conscious?" – Jungkook questions, looking unhappy.

V chuckles discontentedly – "It's Taehyung's body now, is it?"

"Answer the damn question V. Did you?" – Jungkook pushes.

"Yes, I did. So fucking what huh? You guys were feeling each other up! You're MY boyfriend. The fuck gave you the idea that that was okay?" – V seethes at the fact that Jungkook had enough cheek to be upset with his emergence, while his grasp on Jungkook's neck tightened a little unconsciously.

"V, do you have any idea what you've done?! That's going to traumatize him! We finally had a breakthrough! Now he'll associate touch with the loss of motor control and he won't want to try again!"

"And why should I care?! Why?!" – V practically screams, unable to contain the jealousy driven anger inside him anymore.

"Because I want to sleep with you, you ass! Did you forget that? Did you forget that we were meant to get him used to you and used to touching so that he'd be okay with our relationship?"

V's face falls and his grip on Jungkook lightens. Jungkook pushes him off and they both sit up.

The disappointment was plastered all over Jungkook's face.

"How am I going to fix this V? What am I going to do?" – Jungkook buries his face in his palms as he sighs – "If I tell him the truth so that he'll know that it had nothing to do with him, I worsen your image and his opinion of you, and if I keep this from him to keep him from hating you then he'll be afraid to try again. So tell me, how should I move forward with this?"

It was V's turn to sigh when he got a moment to think about the consequences of his actions, but does he regret it? It would be a lie if he said yes. He just thought it was unfortunate.

"We'll think of something Jungkook."

"You're awfully calm considering what you ruined. I thought you wanted to be with me. I thought we agreed you will put aside your petty jealousy and look at the bigger picture. When will you get your head out of your ass and be mature about the things that need to be done?"

"Watch how to talk to me Jungkook. You don't disrespect me."

"That's rich coming from the person who attacked me as soon as he saw me; not to mention how much you were cussing at my face."

"Attacked you? When did I attack you Jungkook?!"

"You had your fucking hand around my throat again. Did you forget how it went the last time you did that?!"

"Jungkook, I gave you my word that I would never hurt you again. Why are you bringing that up? You know I love you, you know I will never hurt you, you know this."

"A lot of people get violent in the name of love V. And we both know you've been prone to violence."

"Jungkook, stop it now before we both say things we don't mean. But answer me this and let that be that. Are you still scared of me? Do you really believe that I would hurt you?"

Jungkook paused.

"No, I'm not scared of you. It's just that when you got my throat it freaked me out. I relived it for a second."

"Okay, that's good enough I guess. If you need me to swear to you that nothing like that will ever happen again, I will. Although it would mean nothing if you don't have enough trust me to not do it again."

"I trust you V. You know I trust you. Let's just forget it. And you need to stop getting jealous. I'm serious. I can't have our relationship be a tug of war. You have to learn to trust me."

"I trust you. But what would you think if one day you walked in on my being touchy feely with someone else? Would you be okay with that?"

"Of course not, but V that's different. You might have different personalities, different memories and experiences, but I see the same person and sometimes it's difficult to draw that line. I can't disregard his well being when I love you. But I will never betray you like that. I need you to believe that and stop overreacting every time I have any kind of contact with him."

"Overreacting?" – V exclaimed and pulled Jungkook's arm. He brought the man's hand to his groin to feel it.

Jungkook was surprised to find that it was semi-hard.

"What part of this ordeal was exciting V?" – Jungkook chuckled but V remained in a dark mood and his face betrayed the feelings that showed how unamusing he found the situation.

"You didn't give this to me. You gave it to him."