Help Me Touch You || Vkook ff

Chapter 24

A/N:

Here's another chapter! Chapter 23 was put up a day ago. Check that out first if you haven't.

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Before JK slept and after he realized V had indeed left, after accepting things as they are, he thought. He thought long and he thought hard. He wondered how that man that was so obsessed with him these past days has left without a fight. The man, who was so infatuated with him, to the point of madness, considering the short span of time they had been together, how was he so quick to surrender his hold on JK? Was it even real? Or was it just a sick game his broken mind had found fun to play?

If JK were to be transparently truthful, he was disappointed, maybe even offended. He had become accustomed to thought and feeling of being the single most important thing in someone's life, namely V's. V's ways of giving love and attention to him had become so normal over the course of few days. It felt nice being so adored, almost worshiped, so much so he felt the lack of so quickly. Maybe because he understood that he might never have that again. Who could drive themselves so in love, to the brink of madness, unless they had a mind as broken as V's, especially for little old JK?

JK just kept analyzing and analyzing, all the while ignoring the many calls he was getting and eventually drifting off to sleep.

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The morning after was rough to say the least. JK couldn't fathom the fact that the little time he had spent with V, the complete stranger that had a big impact on his life now, had alter his whole perception of normalcy. What was normal some days ago felt so unfamiliar now, almost as if his own life was someone else's and he had watched it from the side. His time with V had consumed his sense of past and present, and the thought not having him in his future ... 'No, I can't think like that. He was poisonous to my sanity.'

JK started with his morning, getting ready to go to the clinic. It felt so long since the last time he was there.

"Oh my God, I didn't go yesterday!"

JK hurried to his phone, his toothbrush still in his mouth. Once he picked it up, he widened his eyes.

"Fif-f-f... Fifteen missed calls?!"

He kept scrolling down, seeing all the calls from Dr. Han that he had missed, or more truthfully ignored. He noticed how all of them were from Dr. Han, they were from... not V; not a single once. Slight disappointed was easy to notice on JK's face. But he knew it was for the best, so he brushed it off and went back to getting ready, soon finishing his routine and picking up his back, heading to the door all dressed and ready to resume his life.

JK opened the door.

V... Sad, droopy-eyed, pouty V and a quickened heartbeat.

"Jung-"

"No."

But JK felt it. His heart relaxed although it felt like it was trying to pump its way out of JK's chest.

"Please baby let me explain-"

"Leave!"

And then JK's eyes were wide and unbelieving as he looked down, a quiet but incredulous gasp sounding out.

V was on his knees, his big hands clasping the cloth around JK's thighs.

"I swear I will not ask for anything for now, I will speak of nothing concerning what there was or what was left of our relationship. Not today. Not now. But please! Please baby! Let me take you to the hospital to make sure you're okay and nothing was damaged."

A tear rolled out of V's eyes and made its way down to his chin. The man seemed to be trembling and doing a bad job of hiding it. Little did he know he was loosening the walls that JK was trying to build around his heart. What was it that had V this distressed? JK closed his mouth that had dropped open in his shock when V fell to his knees. This was very unlike V.

"V, get up. I'm completely fine. There is no need. Just leave. Let's forget abo-"

"I will not leave until I know you're really fine. I will be bothering you all day, every day."

JK locked his door and walked past V. The latter followed him, getting on his nerves as the older kept mentioning how he will harass him even at his work.

"Fine! We'll go after I'm done at the clinic! Just leave me alone!"

JK tried his best to hide how much effort he was putting in trying to still seem completely angry at V. And he was; it was just that he was unwillingly, slowly but surely, warming up to the possibility of hearing out V and maybe even forgiving him. 'Damn this man. How he has ruined my tenacity! How he has made me so resilient against his madness!'

An innocent yet victorious smile was stretching on the madman's face.

"Thank you. I'll wait for you outside the clinic. I'll wait until you finish."

"Whatever." – spat out JK and faced away, scoffing and continuing his way to his destination.

V looked at the younger's back that seemed to be getting smaller. A sad smile tugged at the corner's of his mouth, another tear rolling down his beautiful, sorrowful face. His heart kept breaking. 'You never should've hoped for true happiness. You should've known it's too good to be true. You were too broken to have anything good.' – V thought. 'Stupid. Too much of a ruin to keep a good thing.' And he started following the small figure of JK before it started disappearing. 'I'll get you back or die trying; I'll even keep looking at your back forever if I have to.'

And V waited; hours and hours he waited. And when saw that gorgeous thing walk out, he thanked his lucky starts that he got the chance to love and be loved by him, even if it was for a minute and he thanked that he could have loved this hard, do hard he was willing to spend his entire life trying to right every single wrong he did to this precious man.

'My JK; whether you know it or not, whether you want it or not.'