i will bleed

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pairing: bichie (kinda)

dear bill,

i have royally fucked up.
i'm sorry for what i did.
i know you hate me, and that's okay.
i deserve it.
i never meant to cheat on you.
i was drunk.
she started it.
i wasn't smart.
all the excuses.
i know i cannot come back from this.
i know you will hate me forever, and frankly
i don't blame you.
i have made the mistake and it's too late.
i didn't mean it the first time, and i didn't mean it the second time, but i did it.
so i will bleed.
i will bleed for my mistakes.
it will be raw, and ugly, and painful, but it is what i deserve. i can never fix this.
but you can fix yourself.
you are not petty.
you are not bad.
you are not overreacting.
i've broken your trust, and i don't know why you got with me in the first place but,
i'm sorry.
so i will suffer,
and i will bleed.

love,
richie tozier

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