POETRY THAT STAYS

You Lost Her

You lost her when she noticed that the tone of your voice changed. You lost her when she felt like there's a cold breeze every time you talk. The way you look at her like before faded away. 

The way you smile every time you see her vanished in the wind. You lost her when you made her feel unimportant. You lost her when she started questioning if this is really what she deserves. You lost her when she started crying after being ignored by you. 

She missed the days when you used to talk all day about anything, any random thing. She missed the feeling of being in cloud nine after you first met and the electrocuting feeling when your hands touched. But all those things were left as a memory. A heartbreaking memory.

You lost her when you chose the other girl. You chose her because she's more convenient to flirt with, isn't she? Were you pressured by your friends after being teased that the both of you looks cute together? Are her ways, a lot different and fascinating? You lost her when you disregarded her feelings and put more importance unto yours. 

You lost her when you stopped talking to her as if she's the only girl you see. You made her see how clear your choice was – and it wasn't her.

You lost her over the girl you just met. You lost the girl you really like over the girl you just like because it's more convenient to you. 

She was hurt, she was devastated. She cried but now she's found the strength to stand back up. She got the courage to try again. She has moved on. She found a new guy and feels a lot happier than she was with you. 

She felt the importance she sought from you that she never received. She doesn't question her worth anymore because she feels at ease that this time, she's doing it right and every thing is doing so well.

 She realized how much of a jerk you are by watching her cry.