POETRY THAT STAYS

You Gave "US" A Hell Of A Show

You gave me the best first impression of you, which, of course, made me fall head-over-heels. Who wouldn't? For I am just a normal human who can be easily persuaded if someone treats me like as if I'm special. I may be bitter and afraid to risk my heart, but the truth is that I am only waiting for someone to prove to me that it's still possible to trust and fall in love again. And you did just that. You've earned my trust and somehow earn my love. I gave my all to you, thinking that you are it, you're the one that I'm waiting for, the one fate wanted me to meet.

And for a moment, I was happy... I'm living the dream. I was finally in-love and in a relationship.

But then your true color starts to show. It went downward spiral pretty fast after that. You're always mad, you're always angry, everything that I do annoys you, like as if i can't do anything right. I don't know what went wrong, or if I was wrong, or if this whole thing isn't right, or if trusting someone like you was a total mistake. Day by day, our worlds grew apart, our feelings gets colder and colder but at the same way I feel like my heart's burning.

And then you left. I've realized that everything was just a meticulously planned show in which you are the protagonist and I'm just a nobody trying to be the antagonist of your own version of happiness, which of course, doesn't include me and It was never really your plan to include me in it. You left without even taking a bow or saying your awful goodbyes, and definitely without saying that you shall return like McArthur did.

And damn you, it was indeed one hell of a show. So greatly made that I didn't really know how to react; should I just cry, or laugh maybe, or should I just clap my hand until it hurts. Because the pain that you left me, it's kind of unbearable. And this is the very same reason why I'm afraid to trust again.

I don't know who else have "watched" your show, but I just pray that they wouldn't really experience the kind of pain that I felt. I don't want anyone to experience this sad and heartbreaking show. Because you are indeed one hell of a great artist. Here's the Oscar award, let me hand it to you personally, in your face if you prefer.