L E A V I N G.

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People always say I am good at leaving. Maybe I am. 

Maybe I am always good at dodging the tendencies of pain before it gets into my skin and sometimes, I wish there's something more rather than just leaving any surface and never coming back again. 

I silently wish to find a place in this world where I am no longer required to escape. I yearn for belongingness in a form of pair of hands and eyes where love comes free and that I don't need to beg just to have it. I long for a home, for safety and intimacy. 

I am tired of always leaving and trying something new only to find myself leaving it once again just because I was taken for granted.

 I am tired of abandoning the old places where I almost gave my entire heart with.

Maybe I am not always good at leaving.

Maybe that's the only thing that felt right to me.

Maybe I am not always good at leaving.

Maybe I am just used to it.

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