POETRY THAT STAYS

Is Is Too Late To Say "I love you" now?

I wish I have the guts to tell you how hard it was to survive another sleepless night without thinking of you; without possibly blaming myself why our love story come to an end. 

To be honest, I don't count stars anymore because I had developed this fear that if I did, it would give me false hopes about you coming back, which is impossible now—

I wasted my life wishing on a dead star rather than the star who never left. You are living inside different galaxy now and here I am, a homesick astronaut trying to find my way back to my home, going back to you; the home I used to have had left to build a new house.

I'm sorry if I somehow made you believe that our love was a naught. I'm sorry for pushing you too far until we are far enough not to hold each other anymore, the whole thing was a mistake.

Looking for you on different girl I met in my life everyday was a mistake. I've been denying this for years but... I hope you find tranquility in her hands and bliss in her words. I hope she'd do the things I was afraid to do like loving you.